marshall Under the whirlwind


Joined: Apr 15, 2007 Posts: 9161 Location: Western Michigan
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2012 2:50 pm Post subject: |
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| HisDivineMajesty wrote: | | marshall wrote: | | I'm so relieved it's not something serious or life-threatening but damn! And people believe a loving God exists. What kind of sadistic deity would invent kidney stones? Seriously. It's not something you'd ever want to wish on even your worst enemy. |
A loving God is a false promise, considering the bad things that happen around the world. They've explained to me, though, that humans have 'free will'. I don't even want to imagine what the afterlife must look like, if God has absolute power there. It must be worse - even disregarding free will, plenty of humans are still mauled by other species each day. |
I wasn't being totally serious as I'm not really a believer anyways. I just find it funny how when people remark how amazing and beautiful nature can they leave out the not-so-pleasant bits. Nature can be full of awe, beauty, and wonder, but it can also be pretty damn cruel and us humans are quite frail and vulnerable despite all the advances in science and technology. I can't imagine what it would be like to live back when people had absolutely no knowledge or treatments for diseases.
| Quote: | I know what that experience felt like. Last Christmas, my mother had some kind of stroke. She couldn't walk anymore, couldn't talk properly for a while, and had to be rushed to hospital by ambulance.
She had to stay for the night, and was prescribed painkillers and something that would hopefully do something to her blood to prevent that from happening again. |
I'm sorry you had to go through that. A stroke is a bit more serious than a kidney stone. Any kind of sudden-onset violent illness that requires hospitalization is frightening when you're not sure what is going on and they have to go through a bunch of tests before telling you anything. |
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GumbyLives Phoenix


Joined: May 31, 2010 Age: 52 Posts: 768 Location: LV-426
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2012 3:34 pm Post subject: |
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3. _________________ I would rather have my liver pecked out by a giant crow than spend a day at the mall. But I'd pay money to see a giant crow eat a mall.
Your Aspie score: 155 of 200 * Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 49 of 200 * You are very likely an Aspie |
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HisDivineMajesty Carolingian Emperor Extraordinaire


Joined: Feb 01, 2012 Posts: 1364 Location: Planet Earth
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2012 5:30 pm Post subject: |
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| marshall wrote: | | I wasn't being totally serious as I'm not really a believer anyways. I just find it funny how when people remark how amazing and beautiful nature can they leave out the not-so-pleasant bits. Nature can be full of awe, beauty, and wonder, but it can also be pretty damn cruel and us humans are quite frail and vulnerable despite all the advances in science and technology. I can't imagine what it would be like to live back when people had absolutely no knowledge or treatments for diseases. |
That part of my comment wasn't very serious either - I'd like to have a little talk with whoever invented wasps and jellyfish, for that matter.
+1 now - I'm getting better at driving, they told me, meaning I don't drive too aggressively anymore. It's Saturday night, so nothing to do tomorrow. |
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TenPencePiece Curiosity Killed the Cone


Joined: Dec 12, 2009 Age: 18 Posts: 43040 Location: Greater Manchester, United Kingdom
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2012 5:39 pm Post subject: |
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+6 _________________ Ten's radio show: Next repeated at 7am BST Monday at www.ldok.net
My site: www.thinking-different.com
Skype: fiftypencepiece (ConeFool) |
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johnny77 Phoenix


Joined: Apr 27, 2011 Age: 35 Posts: 2066
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Posted: Sat May 05, 2012 10:41 pm Post subject: |
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| -1 a vast improvement over the last few weeks |
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BuyerBeware Phoenix


Joined: Sep 29, 2011 Age: 35 Posts: 1038 Location: PA, USA
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 6:30 am Post subject: |
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Stupid false labor. Can't it happen when there's someone up to play rummy with or something?? Or when I have a GOOD book??
Too bad the only way to tell the difference is to go to the hospital and have the staff measure my f***ing cervix. I don't WANT to go to the f***ing hospital. Since I'm technically "high-risk" they probably won't let me leave, and then I WILL be screwed.
Too bad I can't remember right now if I'm 36 and a half or 37 and a half weeks.
I am NOT going to start having panic attacks over this sh**. The difference between late preterm and early term is practically nothing. All that matters is that we're well past 32 weeks.
What's the worst that's going to happen-- her nervous system isn't quite fully mature and she turns out autistic????
I shouldn't even joke about that sh**, unless I think I want to find out how an HFA mommy with three other kids copes with a profoundly autistic child. Which, probably, is "badly."
It's just better than working myself up to panic attacks with what-ifs and megrims. f***ing back pain. f***ing chronic anxiety.
Well, it beats the sh** out of suicidal depression. I should cheer the f**k up.
OK. I'm up to watch the perigee moon set. Plus 3. _________________ I'm tired. I do not have sufficient strength remaining to persevere in the face of adversity. I accept myself as broken and conformity/compliance as the only acceptable existence. I give up.
What's on TV tonight?? |
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mntn13 Phoenix


Joined: Jun 07, 2011 Posts: 1006
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 10:37 am Post subject: |
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Sweetleaf Metalhead


Joined: Jan 07, 2011 Age: 23 Posts: 14794 Location: Somewhere in Colorado
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 12:34 pm Post subject: |
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-10  _________________ It's like alice in wonderland except, my names not alice and this is the real world not a dream. |
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marshall Under the whirlwind


Joined: Apr 15, 2007 Posts: 9161 Location: Western Michigan
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 12:45 pm Post subject: |
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+5
My father passed the kidney stone yesterday and is completely back to normal. |
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TenPencePiece Curiosity Killed the Cone


Joined: Dec 12, 2009 Age: 18 Posts: 43040 Location: Greater Manchester, United Kingdom
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 12:49 pm Post subject: |
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Number Unknown, ask someone else _________________ Ten's radio show: Next repeated at 7am BST Monday at www.ldok.net
My site: www.thinking-different.com
Skype: fiftypencepiece (ConeFool) |
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i_wanna_blue Within

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Joined: Aug 10, 2008 Age: 28 Posts: 7714 Location: Alone
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 2:56 pm Post subject: |
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-3 _________________ And then there was one. |
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ghoti out of water


Joined: May 05, 2012 Age: 45 Posts: 1287
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 10:04 pm Post subject: |
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At a stage wondering how i will make it through the next day. |
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Sweetleaf Metalhead


Joined: Jan 07, 2011 Age: 23 Posts: 14794 Location: Somewhere in Colorado
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Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 11:11 pm Post subject: |
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-1, well I'm doing ok....I just get sick of feeling so dead inside.  _________________ It's like alice in wonderland except, my names not alice and this is the real world not a dream. |
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Dent Snowy Owl


Joined: Jul 19, 2011 Posts: 161
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Posted: Mon May 07, 2012 11:50 am Post subject: |
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NeueZiel Seņorita Gamera


Joined: Apr 29, 2012 Posts: 1246 Location: Kapustin Yar
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Posted: Mon May 07, 2012 2:03 pm Post subject: |
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3.4
the meds I'd be given temporarily til my doc appointment on thursday have stopped working. Once I started them I could read, make nice heartfelt posts here with fellow WP members, felt like my mom was my friend and I hadn't masturbated or felt sexual desires.
Now, first moment I wake up I feel like trash and I do the "Act", feeling drained, guilty, disgusting and awful. I love beauty, faces, cuteness but HATE SEX and before I took my meds I would feel anxious all the time and chronically masturbated. Sorry if this is more fit for the adult forum. I'm a dude. I am feeling a lot of bad thoughts too
I'm going to..attempt going to the track to run, in hopes no one is out today since its overcast. I am very anxious for my doctor's appointment on Thursday. |
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