Bloodheart
Grisha's Gal
Joined: Jan 18, 2011
Age: 30
Posts: 2168
Location: Newcastle, England.
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My heart always aches...
...by which I'm referring to feelings, but in all fairness it hurts physically sometimes too...I should get that checked out.
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CockneyRebel
Mick Avory, Sensitive brown-eyed Sweet Pea
Joined: Jul 18, 2004
Age: 38
Posts: 87216
Location: In a quiet and peaceful garden, where gentle Mick Avory-like Sweet Peas grow.
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ProfessorX
A. W.
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Joined: Feb 09, 2007
Posts: 16911
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| Simply trying to not think of things that would otherwise make me feel despondent.. |
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Lace-Bane
Wandering Fortress
Joined: Nov 12, 2010
Age: 26
Posts: 1299
Location: Coos Bay, OR... Public Library
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My strange calm... it's kind of alarming to think about in hind sight 
Today I walked to the store, and as always for reaching that specific location, passed through a medium sized intersection. I was listening to music over my headphones, but totally aware of what was going on. I walked into the street on my signal and a couple steps in, a car made a right turn in front of me which I calmly just stopped and let it pass. Then almost half way through, a car ran a red light and I stopped right before it grazed me... again, I felt calm without even a raise in heart rate and continued across the street as if nothing happened nor did I think to find it weird to almost get hit by two cars in the same intersection at the time 
I'm starting to suspect my current heavy depression has desensitized me to caring about my mortality a fair bit... not to mention, it seems to be removing survival instincts
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DogOfJudah
Deinonychus
Joined: May 01, 2012
Age: 25
Posts: 345
Location: Staffordshire, UK
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If I should go "DJ" mates house party tomorrow and what music to take. Really CBA will probably suck...
How much beer to take to said house party and if I have enough money. If I go
Where the hell is my lighter ??
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Kjas
Onçinha
Joined: Feb 27, 2012
Age: 23
Posts: 4912
Location: the place I'm from doesn't exist anymore
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Pain >.<
I though the pain factor from my piercings and tatt would be getting better by now but it's not. On the other hand, I have a great reason to eat only non-solids (Yay for hot chocolate as an offical food group!).
It's probably not being helped by me falling off a horse this morning in the process of doing a favor for a friend. I think I really did something to my shoulder in the process of falling off this time. It hurts like hell. Owies!
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CockneyRebel
Mick Avory, Sensitive brown-eyed Sweet Pea
Joined: Jul 18, 2004
Age: 38
Posts: 87216
Location: In a quiet and peaceful garden, where gentle Mick Avory-like Sweet Peas grow.
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richardbenson
my mirror shows black
Joined: Oct 31, 2006
Posts: 14506
Location: Leave only a footprint behind
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| Going home. I'm so ready, its gonna be nice to live on my own once again. I cant live with family members |
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johnny77
Phoenix
Joined: Apr 27, 2011
Age: 35
Posts: 2066
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Sleep or the lack of it.  |
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MakaylaTheAspie
Zodai's girl
Joined: Jun 22, 2011
Age: 16
Posts: 12822
Location: Aus den USA
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Hungry... sleep... hungry... internet... sleep... food...
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johnsmcjohn
ad hominem
Joined: Jun 02, 2011
Posts: 1213
Location: Las Vegas
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"I had a wonderful night with a coworker 2 weeks ago. He didn't call me last Friday, and he hasn't called me this Friday. What the hell is wrong with me??? Why do I repel friends? Why can I not keep people I want to be around???"
Put this on a loop at 500 repetitions per minute and that's pretty much what's on my mind right now.
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rebbieh
Phoenix
Joined: Mar 16, 2012
Age: 22
Posts: 1142
Location: Sweden
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| Asperger's. Asperger's on my mind. |
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Moonhawk
Phoenix
Joined: Mar 08, 2012
Age: 21
Posts: 1596
Location: Hidden :o
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| Time flies :o |
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blue_bean
Buy me a Pony!
Joined: Apr 14, 2006
Age: 29
Posts: 8231
Location: sailing the accountancy
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| Hmm, maybe I should go back to my mortgage broker and get a line-of-credit for the house instead. But I wonder what exit/early settlement fees my home loan would charge. |
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blue_bean
Buy me a Pony!
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Location: sailing the accountancy
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| Oh and Macquarie only reduced their interest rate by 0.3% upon the RBA's rate reduction a few weeks ago |
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