en_una_isla
Queen of the Nile
Joined: Nov 01, 2005
Posts: 2862
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dear sophie,
I have felt exactly as you do now. I promise it will get better if you can hang in there... it might not get better right away, but it will get better!
signed,
me |
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KBABZ
Third Technician, Chicken Soup Machine Repairman
Joined: Sep 21, 2006
Age: 22
Posts: 6665
Location: Middle Earth. Er, I mean Wellywood. Wait, Wellington.
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| Posted: Tue Dec 26, 2006 1:42 am Post subject: |
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Dear Fate,
Why can't you be a little more easy on Star and others who go through such troubles? It's pain enough sometimes as it is without you coming in and making things worse. Sure, you're probably the reason why me and Star met each other in the first place, but can you ease off a little, just this once?
Regards, Tim .V
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But then I found
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In a way
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janicka
Jedi Violinist
Joined: Sep 12, 2006
Posts: 2174
Location: Mountain Paradise
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| Posted: Wed Dec 27, 2006 1:32 pm Post subject: |
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| Starbuline wrote: | Dad-
Stop drinking.
-Sophie |
And stop stealing my f***ing alcohol. It's really embarrassing when my husband asks me why it's all gone.
Janie. |
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Who_Am_I
almost human
Joined: Aug 28, 2005
Age: 29
Posts: 10517
Location: My body is in Brisbane and my mind is in the gutter. :D
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| Posted: Thu Dec 28, 2006 12:28 am Post subject: |
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Dearest Father,
Stop. Yelling. At. Me. Please.
Yes, I am 23 years old and am still living at home/can't even keep my room tidy/have no social life/can't carry on a normal conversation/have no common sense/have no organisational skills/I could add a hundred and one things to this list. I suspect that the only reason they are a problem is because
1. I am a different person from the one you wanted me to be.
2. You are in a bad mood all the time and looking for someone to take it out on.
Just leave me alone, ok? I know I'm not perfect. I'm not doing anything deliberately wrong to annoy you. My. Brain. Is. Wired. Differently. Do you ever stop to think that this is why what I have is called an autism spectrum DISORDER and not an autism spectrum happy shiny easy picnic thing?
Stop calling me stupid. STOP IT. Stop treating me like an idiot for asking questions and trying to better understand situations and to clarify requests that you've made of me. Stop jumping on everything I do without finding out the reasons behind it.
So I'm withdrawn, so I won't shut up about music and Asperger's syndrome, so I don't notice all three of the dishes in the sink and jump up to do them to "help my mother" (which we both know means 'I can't be bothered doing them', you lying hypocrite), so (insert x friends name is) is the perfect child, and I am the spawn of Satan. One of my wonderful friends bullied me for as long as I knew her, swore at her parents, stole from her parents and was pregnant before the age of 17. Is that the kind of person you want me to be? You would like me to be more normal. Normal means, from what I've observed: cynical, deceitful, weak, not having the courage to be who you are, and CAPABLE OF HURTING OTHERS FOR THE FUN OF IT. If you like, I could endeavour to gain all of those wonderful personality traits. Then we could sit together in front of the football and exchange pre-packaged opinions about politics that we borrowed from the editorial columns of the newspaper or that we heard from a friend of a friend. Then we can talk for hours about nothing and call this "really getting to know each other."
Then we can both die, and we'll never have realised that our lives have been wasted on gossip and keeping up appearances, because when we saw someone who found that life repulsive, even if they were our own child, we dismissed them as strange, inept, boring and stupid.
Yes, you did call me boring. I have strong interests in a few subjects. Get over it, ok? My brothers and I love it when we find new information. It makes us jump for joy. We also love discussing our findings with each other. I know you think that life should be a joyless affair, a mere struggle to put food in your mouth day after day (with occasional breaks to talk about the weather and how corrupt everyone with more money/power than you is), but I can't live like that. I am not an animal. I am a human being, I have a mind, my mind needs nourishment.
Do you notice how I never mention any of my problems to you? This is because the response I'm used to getting from you is either
"You are stupid"
or
"Just pull youself together and ... (everyone else can do it, why can't you ? (retard)) "
I'll tell you what. You cheer up and stop being depressed, and I'll pull myself together and be the standard-issue person that you want me to be. What? I'm sorry? You can't rewire your own brain? You must have a higher opinion of me than I thought, because you think that I can rewire mine.
STOP using the phrases
"Your ******** high IQ"
"You're so intelligent, why"
To insult me. I do not "go on about how intelligent I am". Even if I do mention it, why I am not allowed to be proud of one of the few things that I actually like about myself?
You are not hard-done-by. There are worse problems than poor eyesight and bad Achilles tendons. There are worse things than not having as much money as you'd like. (You could get a better job, you know. Hint: go out and LOOK for work, don't sit there blaming your situation on everyone else. You were always jumping down my throat for not having a job. (Bastard hypocrite.))
Stop trying to make everyone else miserable. Either get help for your depression and anger, or shut up about it.
I should not be dreading walking into my house.
I should not be afraid to open my mouth when you are within earshot.
I should not be hiding in my bedroom when you are home and my mother is not.
I should not be always preparing to defend myself you when you finally lose control and turn violent.
I should not have been in tears on Christmas Day because you lost your temper over an innocent question.
I am already close to giving up on life. The world is not a place that I want to be.
You are pushing me closer and closer to my end. If I am pushed too far, I will make sure that your part in my destruction is known.
- Rachel
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Authentic cadence: V-I
Plagal cadence: IV-I
Deceptive cadence: V- ANYTHING BUT I !!!!
Beethoven cadence: V-I-V-I-V-V-V-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I
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Cyanide
Leader of Shadaloo
Joined: Sep 25, 2006
Posts: 2228
Location: The Pacific Northwest
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| Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 3:51 am Post subject: |
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Dear God,
If you exist, please show me some sign that I'm useful to this world
-Warren |
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Flow
Lax'n Killer Gymnast
Joined: Nov 27, 2006
Posts: 1664
Location: WrongPlanet
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Dear Amanda,
I HATE you 
F**K U
You stole my friends, Shebly lacrosse team.
You stole my sports, gymnastics and lacrosse.
You stole my body, thin, short, and atheltic.
I HATE YOU
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SpaceCase
Boldly Going NOWHERE
Joined: Mar 15, 2005
Age: 23
Posts: 2674
Location: Pennsylvania, USA
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| Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 2:32 am Post subject: |
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Dear Immature,Dumbass Teenagers,
Grow UP.
Get a F*cking LIFE.
-SpaceCase
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Live and let live. |
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Starbuline
The Blues Are Brown.
Joined: Sep 26, 2006
Posts: 8231
Location: .....Russia
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| Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 2:58 am Post subject: |
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Dear me,
Stop taking risks. It has gotten you nowhere helpful. Stop acting so immature, and stop being desperate for men's attention.
-Me |
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ahayes
Banned
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Joined: Dec 03, 2006
Posts: 9746
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| Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 3:07 am Post subject: |
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Dear Biological Father
I hate you for the terror you put my mom through. The only good think about the fact that my mom did not shoot you in the face is that she would probably be in jail as a result. I am ashamed to carry your genes and I am grateful that I no longer bear your family name.
Your (former) son.
Dear Albany County School District
What I received from you was not an education, it was child abuse.
A former abusee. |
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RTSgamerFTW
4th Espada
Joined: Sep 28, 2006
Posts: 4793
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Dear jackass degenerate teenage conformists:
Stop being the hypocrite degenerate barbarians you are,and stop f**king around with people who are different,they didn't do anything to you,so you better f**king stop if you want to live or you'll be utter destroyed!
-Aaron J Felder.
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Todd489
Phoenix
Joined: Jan 25, 2007
Posts: 1116
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| Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 6:01 pm Post subject: |
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Dear "family" of mine:
SHUT THE F*CK UP ALREADY! GOD DAMNIT I AM SO SICK OF YOU COMPLAINING ABOUT EVERY LITTLE THING I DO! You know, I try my hardest to keep this halfassed excuse of a family from falling apart, and all you can ever do about it is b***h at me about the stupidest f***ing things imaginable! I don't give a sh** if the neighbors have a nicer car than us! What the f**k do you want me to do about it? I'm 17! I make f***ing $6.85 an hour, for Christs sake! Why the hell do you keep acting like everything's my fault! I don't give a sh** if this place isn't as nice as the houses on TV, either! I keep this place about 9 times cleaner than any other house around here and all I get is constant complaints about how much of a "hell hole" this is! You wanna see a hell hole? I'll go get a f***ing gas can and a f***ing lighter and we'll see just how much of a hell hole this place can be! I'm sick of waking up every day, busting my ass at school (where everyone hates me) and at work (where everyone f*cks with me all day), and getting nothing but bullshit from you people whenever I get home! You guys are a bunch of lazy dumbasses! You couldn't walk a mile in my sh** to save your lives! I can not wait to see what this place turns into when I'm finally gone!
P.S. And quit calling me a f***ing fa***t already! Just because I'm not some jackass who hits on every single girl he encounters doesn't mean I'm gay or something! Get a life!
Sincerely, Todd |
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calandale
Stellar's Jay
Joined: Mar 10, 2007
Posts: 15131
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| Posted: Sun Mar 18, 2007 6:32 pm Post subject: |
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God,
If you are out there, come to me and show me why I shouldn't destroy you.
You've been warned. |
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Cheerlessleader
Serial Thread Killer
Joined: Mar 07, 2007
Posts: 1826
Location: Adelaide
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| Posted: Tue Mar 20, 2007 5:34 am Post subject: |
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Dear everyone at my old school,
f**k YOU!!! WHY THE f**k DID YOU HAVE TO TREAT ME LIKE YOU DID?? Why did you have to make fun of every little thing I did? Why did you have to b***h about me behind my back? Why did you have to laugh and smirk at me all the f***ing time? What did I ever do to you? For those of you who knew me from junior school and didn't like the way I acted when I was 8 years old, GET THE f**k OVER IT ALREADY!!! Why couldn't you be arsed spending 5 seconds trying to know the real, older me? You will never understand the damage you have done, the way I now punish all my potential friends for your actions!!
Yours unsincerely, the one person responsible for all your life's problems.
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SpaceCase
Boldly Going NOWHERE
Joined: Mar 15, 2005
Age: 23
Posts: 2674
Location: Pennsylvania, USA
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| Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 12:26 am Post subject: |
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Dear So-Called Best Friend:
Get your sh** together or it's OVER.
-Me
-SpaceCase
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Nan
Phoenix
Joined: Mar 02, 2006
Posts: 4357
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| Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2007 4:48 pm Post subject: |
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Dear ____,
Where the hell are you?
Ghlaos d'ainm go ceanúil
Mar ba ghnách liom tamall
'S chuala scread scáfar
Ó éan uaigneach cladaigh
Signed,
x
PS You've still got my library book!
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