Im Quiting Wrong Planet!

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It has come to my attention I am no longer wanted or welcome in wrong planet, I have done more harm than good without the intention to cause harm and have pissed off many with my ret*d stupidity. I have no right, no voice, or opinion to stick up for myself no longer since I am deemed the cancer of wrong planet so I think its best I leave wrong planet since I am not wanted here no more and its best I leave before I get banned thus leaving me the victor for now. I do not know where I am going to go I no longer I feel I belong here and I am not sure if I will find a place where I belong anyways so its best I leave. I am the bad guy and I should be burned at stake and hated for eternity and thought of as the worthless snivelling sack of garbage I am. Anyways Im out of here ill make sure the door doesn't hit me on the way out!

please don't go.

Did you try PMing people you've pissed off? I doubt they're holding any grudges against you. We all make mistakes.

Im not sure that will work theylle probably tell me to go hang myself and then report me to the mods if I bother trying!

Hi, I just "met" you and this is crazy, but I read your post's on here, so stick around, maybe? - Random attempt at musical humor...

I don't know you all that well. Shoot, didn't even know about this site until 2 days ago. But I've done a lot of lurking/reading around on here. And I recognize your picture, and style of writing. Please, don't give up on the rest of us...You never know who might read what you have to say. They may not respond, but it's in the memory banks.

I don't really know why you feel like this, but if it's that women thread thing....I felt you were doing well in trying to explain yourself, rationally and without making it "personal".

If you do leave, live long and prosper. And may the force be with you.



But I honestly think, your having a bout or flare up or break down right now. I re-read your OP on this thread....I've been there, many times man. "Everything is $hit, everybody sucks, you don't really know why, but you wanna justify, ripping your own head off." No human contact? F that, /Tries to give good human contact - It's ok man, VENT IT OUT LOUD!

A lot of it hs to do with it yes and I screwed up bigtime I am of no help Even if I try so Its probably best I leave I cant help anyone anymore even if I have good intentions I am instantly the as*hole!

People do not hold grudges over things so trivial

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Brother man, sometimes you don't need to help other people. "The road to hell is paved with good intentions" - Offical Diablo Strategy Guide


Sometimes, you need help.

I know my problem is I feel that all of the stuff I've gone through (and boy, that's a long ass story*) somehow makes me the "best" person to try to help other people out with stuff, sometimes anyways...

But sometimes, people just want to feel like crap, and if they feel you slighted them, and your feeling guilty about it Then they can really work you over. I, don't know all that was said in the thread, but your obviously feeling bad about it. And because you are feeling like this, whether you want to hear it or not, you have a good heart. And that's not nothing.

No one on this site should make anyone feel like what you described. Personally, I think, you may be inflicting this negativity on yourself. If it is coming from an external source...well, I assume that's what the mods are for. If it's just you, it's probably that funny brain chemistry we all seem to be trying to cope with.

If it helps, it helps. If it didn't help, at least you tried. Trying and failing is better then not trying at all.

I like you Aspieotaku..as you are not afraid to express your self fully here...

And i have watched people intellectually bully you here time and time again..as being a little
less than the standard idea of IQ in brilliant.. is a mortal sin here..in metaphor...in the PPR section...

The problem is this is supposed to be a support site for folks with a social reciprocal communication disorder..

and quite frankly there is no so called neurotypical help ..that would understand cognitive empathy enough
for tolerance for people who think differently as ironic as that may sound..for all the i hate neurotypical crap..in some of the areas of this website....


Its is not the autistic folks who are the victims..at least here...in many cases..they are in reality the bullies and do not recognize
it at all it seems..

We are all human here..this is the key..and there is no need to cause strife against someone else just because they think
differently or express their selves differently...in written and visual communication....

But here is the thing..there is a victim mentality..and folks who feel they have been slighted over and over in life..in REAL LIFE..FOR YEARS..look forward to the day..where they too..will have a power to slight other folks to...

So you are the whipping boy here..i am afraid it's true..and extremely sad..and disgusting to me...

If this were the real world..trust me..i would protect you..and no one would mess with you again...

But alas this is the online world..where there is no democracy..where there is not a full village of cognitive empathy..from all
ranges of diversity of mind...to protect folks who are bullied in the intellectual type of way....

And the reality is..i think..the moderators here are doing the best they can..with the kind of diverse minds they have...but it is not enough to protect folks like you..as they do not understand the diversity of your mind....

But it is folks like you who need the support of this site..more than anyone else..here..and i've watched them come and go..and i only tremble to think of what happens when they leave here..as it may be a last resort ..like it was for me..when i fell ill and with severe autistic regression back in 2008...

What i will tell you..is although we may disagree about GOD..as much as anyone here..i like you ...and i enjoy the diversity of your mind..and all the videos you link as you bring THE NEEDED DIVERSITY OF THE REAL AUTISTIC MIND HERE....

IT DOESN'T EVEN SEEM LIKE A SITE FOR AUTISTIC FOLKS TO ME SOMETIMES..AS in real life the autistic folks i know..have no inkling of desire to treat other folks in a mean way.. with personal attacks....

You never do that..

So that is why i know that you too..are like
me..

No matter if i have three degrees and a successful life..with financial independence..and a much different style of communication...

You still never have personally attacked me here..and you are one of the few..of the vocal ones in what can be this party place of folks intellectually bullying..what they consider the lesser expression of communication...instead of exploring new ideas..and the REAL POTENTIAL FOR ENLIGHTENMENT OF AN OPEN MIND VERSES A CLOSED MIND...

AND TO BE SPECIFIC..all an open mind is ..is one that is balanced yin and yang..masculine and feminine..reason and emotion..concrete and abstract...peaceful and passionate..and the list goes on...

A full human being embraces all of life including spirituality..however that may come to play in words..ideas..and feelings...

I hope for that for more folks here...

But it's not going to happen if all the mavericks lose their courage to stay here and do not fight for their freedom of expression..and most of the the ability to express their own unique way of autistic communication..no matter the intellectual bullies of life..that would suggest that emotions and creativity are nonsense...

Well let me tell you this..the greatest nonsense in the world..is the nonsense...

of a closed
mind...

But again..a closed mind is half a mind....

Not no mind..

I for one..will be sad if you leave..and it will be one more reason for me too..to visit here less....

If you ever need any type of support you are welcome to PM me..and i'll do whatever i can to lend a helping ear....and if i ever get pushed out of here..you can contact me anywhere in my large online footprint..:)

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WP is surprisingly conservative. And there is too little... breaking down of the doors of perception, or whatever. When most people are more square than me, we have problems.

There are also many fascists who think they are free thinkers, and their favourite sport seems to be hunting down idiosyncrasies, and making people regret that they are different.

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Ha ha..i was more square than most folks here for many years..took me decades to express any creativity or full emotion in non verbal and verbal expression...

But i love that part of me now..more than anything else in my mind now..and if i could expand my mind in the round realm if you will..with my score of 195 on the Aspie Quiz like Aspie Otaku..with an extreme leaning case of autism..and move it down to 92 the way it is now..just last July at age 53..there truly must be hope for balance for other folks too..

ADDITIONALLY i score an 11 on the AQ quiz..vs 45 and a 95 on the EQ test vs..in the 50's just since last July also...It changed over night almost..in an extreme epigenetic and neuroplastic switch of mind...the thing of human miracles..THAT CAN HAPPEN AND IS REAL...


Who knows maybe it will take them 5 decades too..perhaps that is a part of autism too..for some folks..to be late bloomers..strangely as my strength in masculinity as what looks like an Alpha male in real life..suddenly blossomed this year..even still with testosterone at extremely low levels at 273....

Life is not A cardboard box..and i truly have been there done that..in a very narrow mind..and a very narrow view of life too...

We NEED MORE FOLKS LIKE ASPIE OTAKU ON THIS SITE..TO BREAK THE FRIGGIN' MOLD OF HOW THE EXTERNAL WORLD VIEWS THIS SITE..

AS THIS IS HOW SOME FOLKS WHO ARE LURKING..SO CALLED NEUROTYPICAL OUTSIDE..DETERMINE THE MORAL FLAVOR OF WHAT AUTISTIC FOLKS ARE IN HEART...HERE.. AS A WHOLE FRIGGIN' GROUP...

AND I FOR ONE..do not believe in real life..in the full autism spectrum of folks..all three million..that they are anything like the intellectual bullies who seem to thrive off of slighting other folks..for what they view as a lesser cognitive ability in life...

So in reality..this site is not anything like the full autism spectrum..that i know in real life..nor is any other online autism community that i have come across so far...

And of course it makes friggin' sense..while the extremely verbal..non verbal learning disorder leaning folks..excel in written and verbal communication..the visually thinking folks who inherently process the world DIFFERENTLY IN IMAGES AND PATTERNS...like me..and Aspie Otaku..and Vermont Savant..and the guy CI who use to post here..and i'm sure many others..have a much different way of communication in written AND VERBAL communication...

I do not feel comfortable writing linearly.. i like to write visually
in shapes..as this is the natural way my mind works...

And my poetic style of communication..finally bridges the emotion and reason of my mind..where i can now coherently verbally speak with ease in real life..for the first real time in 5 decades...

I can not tell you how disgusted i am ..that some of the folks on this site..wanted me banned..for the friggin' different style of communication in poetic expression..and there was serious consideration of it....along with my creative style of expressing philosophy...in poetry..just the way folks have done it for friggin' thousands of years..in REAL LIFE.

But here's the thing i could have probably presented a case to Alex and got something done about it...

But the moderators here are doing an all volunteer effort..and i truly think they are doing the best they can..with their own difficulties with social reciprocal communication..

And the moderation..is comparably speaking excellent here..verses any other online autism community site..with any considerable number of participants...

So i try to do my best to tip toe around the tulips..to spread a little advice here and there..as i for one ..dam sure don't wanna be the reason..why a moderator would quit this place cause then the whole dam THING could fall apart...

SO.. yes.. although i have never posted in the haven..this is for me too....

NOW.. as i face the same thing AspieOtaku..does..the only difference is now that i am well..i am loved and respected in real life..and am even considered famous in my local areal..as i am even brave enough to dance IN REVERSE WALK in public over 30 miles a week..FOR ABOUT 7 MONTHS NOW..TOTALING CLOSE TO 1000 MILES NOW..in an extremely athletic..show of prowess..for a person..who was picked last in sports teams..AND HAD TO WATCH HIS WIFE WALK TO EVEN BE ABLE TO WALK IN A STRAIGHT LINE..JUST 8 MONTHS AGO...

IT IS A REAL LIFE MIRACLE..AS MIRACLES GO...

I AM BLESSED BEYOND BELIEF IN REAL LIFE...

AND I WANNA FIND A WAY..FOR OTHER FOLKS TO EXPERIENCE THE BLISS I HAVE NOW...

CAUSE IT'S DAM SURE REAL..

SO WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TO IS THIS..IF I AM EVER BANNED HERE FOR EXPRESSING MY SELF DIFFERENTLY AS A DIVERSE AUTISTIC MIND..IN WRITTEN COMMUNICATION..

IT WON'T BE MY LOSS...I'M NOT GIVING UP..

SADLY.. IT WILL BE THE LOSS OF OTHERS...

WHO SIMPLY CANNOT UNDERSTAND MY WAY OF VIEWING THE WORLD..NOW...AND EXPRESSING IT AS SUCH...THAT IS SIMPLY DIFFERENT FROM MOST OTHER FOLKS...

THAT IS ALL...

THIS SITE COULD USE A LITTLE MORE TOLERANCE TOWARD FOLKS WHO THINK AND EXPRESS THEMSELVES DIFFERENTLY..

IF AT ALL POSSIBLE..

I ONLY HOPE FOR THAT..AS THAT ONE THING..COULD MAKE THIS LESS OF A SCARY PLACE FOR FOLKS..
WITH MORE CHALLENGES WITH AUTISM TO ATTEMPT TO COMMUNICATE AND GAIN SUPPORT..

AS I KNOW FOR SURE..THAT 95% OF AUTISTIC FOLKS WOULD BE TERRIFIED TO COMMUNICATE HERE..

IN THE WRITTEN WORD..FOR THE ABUSE IT GAINS..FOR THOSE WHO ARE VIEWED AS THE LESSER..IN
STANDARD MEASURES OF WRITTEN COMMUNICATION..PER THE QUEEN'S ENGLISH STYLE OF WRITING....AND GENERALLY EXPRESSING THEMSELVES DOTTING ALL THE i's crossing all the t's..and never veering off the frigggin'

SIDEWALK OF LIFE..

But as usual i adapt to challenge ..change..and SURVIVE..whatever the challenge may be...IN FULL LIFE..

WITH WILL..AND PASSION..

AND AGAIN..I HOPE THE SIMILAR

FOR ALL..

SIMPLE HUMAN BLISS..LIKE MY CAT HUGGING THE FRIGGIN' GRASS IN THE YARD..:)

OP, be who you are and say what you feel, for the people who matter don't mind, and the people who mind don't matter.

I think the mods are mad at me too being an emotional wreck Ive been doing really stupid crap the past few days and let my emotions get to me and if I get attacked or try to stick up for myself I will end up in trouble so I start to attack myself instead as well I don't want to hurt other people I really don't! Ive been really screwing sh*t up and making an absolute failure and a fool of myself.

don't let stupid people get your goat, if you do that then you are letting them win. don't let them win, turn your back on them and pay more attention to the people who are good for you instead.

The mods aren't mad at you. You can be a bit of dick occasionally but I don't consider you to be a trouble maker. You do seem to have some problems relating to women on the site and I wish that is something you could get help with; you seem to have an adversarial attitude towards them sometimes. All in all you are quite a decent young man and it would be a pity to see you go.

The thing is I get curious, I try and help others with good intentions and lighten things up but I only make things worse, I am a failure at helping anyone It hurts its hurting inside I am not sure if I can maintain a decent conversation right now I am resisting the urge to self harm at this moment.