Life Is going absolutely nowhere

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I did a reexamination of my life and realized.... It isn't going anywhere. I hate my job because the people there use me as a third wheel and otherwise single me out, I have nothing I'm good at, everything I attempt to do or do I suck at. I can't afford things id be good at, which isn't much. I'm trying to return to school, but I'm having trouble signing up because it's late in the game and the bursars office is giving me trouble due to a bill they claimed I didn't pay (which I did) so I'm officially back into the throes of severe depression and worse yet I am all on my own now because I have no therapist, no friends, nobody I can talk to. I have a best friend but I don't want to lose the friendship so I have to tread on eggshells with him around and my parents don't think I'm depressed so I always have to put on a mask around him. I've thought about suicide but am too scared to try it, because I worry what would happen if I died but there's no hope left for me. I always hoped for a good life but I guess aspergers ruled me. Not everyone can have good lives I guess. Even if I went to college with my as how could I get hired for something? I'll likely end up living on disability with no one to help me if something were to happen. This is just wrong. I'm always on the outside looking in and live to please others in which I'm the one not getting pleased.

Is there a way you could prove you paid that bill?

How much is the bill?

If you could resolve, this, the way will be open for you to attend college.

You should go down to the Bursar's office, and show them the proof that you paid.

How did you pay? If cash, and without a receipt, there's a problem.

If by check or debit/credit card (especially if you still have account/card), you should be able to prove that the college took out the money.

You have to go in person, though. My experience with colleges is that they DON'T return phone calls.