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Daemonic-Jackal
Snowy Owl
Joined: Feb 16, 2009
Age: 24
Posts: 142
Location: Salford/Manchester, Great Britain
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Dear Talisa,
It is with this letter that I say my final goodbye and to finally get everything off my chest thats been burdening me for the last 6-12 months. For a start your a 2 faced liar and a f**king hypocrite. All that crap you made up saying you was too young and immature for me when we were briefly together a couple of years ago. Yet every guy you've liked/dated since then has been older then I am. Explain that one to me then....(and dont try make me an excuse because my cousin near enough admitted to me you lied) Perhaps if you had the decency to admit your dishonesty and double standards then maybe I wouldn't be so bitter about it. It also saddens me how you have become a complete parody of yourself. For it was only this time a year ago you use to preach about how career based you were and desperate to become a primary school teacher because in your words you wanted to do something that 'made a difference' Now because you couldnt even hack one term at University your now just trying to find the first bloke who will give you an easy life, so you can settle down and model yourself off your older sister. Absolutely pathetic and also kind of ironic seeing as now im the one who's going to be going to uni to get a career (especially when also considering the fact your mother convinced you I was never good enough) and yet you've still got the f**cking cheek to act like a spoilt stuck up middle class brat and look down on working class people like me as if we're somehow inferior. F**k you! So what if I like going to to the pub, watching football & rugby, getting p*ssed and occasionally stoned, greasy fry-ups and classic rock n heavy metal. Im sick and tired of me and my kind (the working classes) being made to feel like we should apologise for who we are.
But despite all of this, the truth is I love you, I always have and I fear that I always will, ever since the moment I first saw you in HMV just under 2 and a half years ago I knew you was the one. I couldn't possibly tell you why especially when you represent many of the things i despise about modern day women and society in general. Maybe that's why though, because your the complete opposite of what I am. And believe me I've tried to move on as I've had other relationships and a few flings over the last couple of years but in truth I just can't do it. Even when I was with Samantha in my last long term relationship, I use to still think about you everyday, I should have seen the signs that I wasn't over you then and we could never really just be friends even though I thought that was possible. I first knew something was wrong when I had a dream about us getting back together just under a year ago, for it was the most peaceful dream I'd ever had, just you and me in a field cuddled up in each others arm, staring into each others eyes. Then when I saw you at my cousins gig at the start of the year then I realised you was the one that I always wanted. You should have given me another chance when I finally had the courage to tell you how I felt back in March instead of just instantly dismissing the idea cus with both of us more grown up I reckon it could have worked. Although Im a bitter, twisted and broken individual (I'd marry you tomorrow if that was what you wanted) Im certain no one will ever love you as much as I do which I hope you'll realise and then you know what is you've missed out on.
There is a part of me that wishes I'd never met you because of the sadness I carry everyday. I also regret how I use to let you come crawling back everytime we had some sort of silly fall-out. Now I realise it was only because you liked the attention and that deep down you probably knew how I felt the whole time even if I couldnt see it myself.
I wish I could make myself hate you, but you'll be in my heart forever. I've even wrote two songs about you. One is called 'Peach of my Life' and the other which doesn't yet have a title as its not finished but contains the following lyric.....
...and how d'you kill the sadness that haunts you like a ghost, when you know you'll never be with, the one you love the most.
Which pretty much sums up what I'll have to live with until my last day on earth.
Goodbye Talisa I will always love and remember you.
Carlos
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liriaren
Tufted Titmouse
Joined: Aug 30, 2009
Age: 15
Posts: 36
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| Posted: Sun Sep 06, 2009 3:57 am Post subject: |
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Dear
Love you, love you no matter what, I'm my heart goes even though you've changed and I'm changed from those years. Love you, love you love you even though we can't get along so much any more love you, love you even though you're friends are a million times better than my bitter, twisted self- love you so much because you are incredible and silly and brilliant and just because- love you love you love you so much because I never had a friend like you before and I never had a friend like you after, love you even though it is a bitter, hateful love, I love you, I love you, I love you and I won't ever say it because it don't matter because I love you, I love you.
Dear Mom and Dad
I all but screamed it
Do I have to spell it out
I'm a bloody mess
How long will you ignore this
They're all making fun of me
Dear Friends
Dunno how much longer I can be your friend. I'm falling apart in seams
Dear Me
Quote: "There is truth in beauty..."
You look like a liar!! |
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SierraBell
Phoenix
Joined: Aug 24, 2007
Posts: 627
Location: My secret lair, or anywhere near animals, books, and macs
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| Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 7:02 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Joan,
Who in the name of everything holy gave you the right to cut off my relationship with your daughter? My mom told you that I was OTM! She told you I had issues. I mean I went to school with your daughter in a school that is for ALL PEOPLE with ALL OF THESE GOD DAMN LDS!1!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How dare you hold a grudge against me, a 12 year old and make me suffer through middle school! And what's worse, you put your daughter in it! I know I was mean to her, but I wanted to talk it over and apologize. Even though I did, you just would not pay attention or listen at all! I know why, you are f****ing scared little m****** f****** b**** who just holds grudges and is a still catty little middle schooler.
You will never change, you will always be the same. What you did hurt me so much and it still does!
You will always be that scared little m***** f******* b**** that will hold grudges so long as you live.
I want you to rott from my memories, from my pain, from me completely.
I BANISH YOU FROM ME!!!!!!!!
Good Bye. |
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SierraBell
Phoenix
Joined: Aug 24, 2007
Posts: 627
Location: My secret lair, or anywhere near animals, books, and macs
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| Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 7:02 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Tim,
I don't know how to put this clearly, but why did you like her over me? I wanted to respect you and not get into a relationship with you, due to the large age gap, but then then this girl...this girl who has been in abusive relationships so many times, and already has lost her virginity. She flirted with everyone, including you. Then suddenly after these events that happened, you started having feelings toward her. And she had feelings towards you.
Why her? Who has better social skills then me, knows how to deal with men? Why is she the one in a steady relationship with you and not me? Why? Why can't you tell me? I LOVED YOU! But you never loved me did you? No. You never did. You just "respected" me. That's all.
Good bye, I still will love you as a friend and as a spirit,
But never will I love you like she will.
I wish you well.
Dear Oleg, you pest,
GO GET A FRIGGING LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE! I DON'T WANT YOU IN MY LIFE ANYMORE! I HATE YOU! |
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dossa
Toucan
Joined: Aug 25, 2009
Age: 32
Posts: 284
Location: Wonderland, Alice...
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| Posted: Tue Sep 08, 2009 3:17 pm Post subject: |
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Dear Warren,
You know, I spent the better part of a year walking around my house, alone, yelling at you... I spent most of that year crying in my car on the way to and from work. I hung your picture up and proceeded to break down. I still have to tell myself that it is not ok to go bug your mom in hopes that she will let me take your urn into your old room and scream at you. I know that's not what she needs.
When I got that phone call I was at work. I remember the silence between the words hurting as much as the words themselves did. It's been years and sometimes you still make me cry like I did then. I'm still so torn on how to process this. I'm so mad at you. I feel so guilty. I have so many things I never got to say to you. How could you leave your little girl like this? That little girl needs her daddy.
I didn't know it was so bad. No one did. Did they? Why didn't you say something? Why didn't I say something? I never got to tell you how proud of you I am. I watched you grow from this crazy, angry boy into this amazing man. I know how hard it must have been to get past all of that and want better and be better. You did good. I saw it in the way your daughter loved you, how happy she was. Why did you do that? Why did you go?
You should have seen your sister at your funeral... your mom... Never has your mother been so quiet. It was like she was the one you shot, but she didn't fall down... she just stood there. Every time I have seen her since then, she always tells me to come over. I can't even bring myself to look down the road at her house. I remember the first time you brought me home to meet her. Heh. I remember the first time she held the judoka. Oh god... I remember the first time you held her. It's like it's burned into my brain. I'll just keep that there along with everything else, I guess... driving 120 down Superior, your booming "wow", you calling me at the apartment, going to Hoopston (what kind of coke?), skipping school, getting that 'leg' up, that debate at the table... I still get assaulted by twelve years getting ripped up and taped together so they play out like chopped up movie that has faded over time.
After all this time, I think I have come to understand that while I am ok now, I'll never be the same. I used to think that if I did not continually mourn you, that I was somehow taking away from the great person you were.. it was like insulting your memory... insulting you. Getting past that was hard. Letting go of you was hard. I know that life was hard for you, and I'm not trying to judge you or even say that what you did was ok. I don't understand where you were when you pulled the trigger, I just know it had to be bad for you to leave the ones you loved. And while I run through loving you and hating you, I hope that you finally found some kind of peace in death that you never found in life.
I really miss you. |
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SierraBell
Phoenix
Joined: Aug 24, 2007
Posts: 627
Location: My secret lair, or anywhere near animals, books, and macs
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Dear knarrly,
Why did you do that? Why do you think I need to "turn around" in my beliefs? Do you think that if you prayed hard enough that I'll suddenly believe that Jesus is my savior and everything is all fine and dandy? You don't know me at all! You never knew what I went through and the religious turmoil I went through! You think you just saying what you are saying will automatically make sense to everyone? How naiive you are! |
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MONKEY
Mermaid fanatic
Joined: Jan 04, 2009
Age: 16
Posts: 2314
Location: The moon
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| Posted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 8:31 am Post subject: |
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Dear ***
I love you loads you are the best friend I've ever had. And I love it when you touch my hand like that, I just love being close to you and looking at you, you're the only one that I'd say that to actually. Oh and why are we still just friends?? It's been years of nice, quiet, affectionate moments that don't lead to anything, ggrrr lol
Lots of love,
Sophie xxxx
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DonkeyBuster
Phoenix
Joined: May 12, 2009
Age: 51
Posts: 866
Location: New Mexico, USA
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| Posted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 8:19 pm Post subject: |
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Dear __ Sangha...
Do you have any idea how tired I am getting of dealing with your s***? How you take your petty whinings and portray yourselves as some abused victim of me to the Teacher? And when confronted you can't even come up with what I did to make you feel... disrespected, belittled, judged, dismissed. Do you have any idea how much harm you so-called compassionate people are doing? You and your scrawny, anemic, undernourished self-esteem which apparently is totally dependent on what others think... or what you IMAGINE they think. Because it's all a F***ING projection of your mind!!! I have not yelled at you, I did not say what you thought I said, I did not DO what you told the Teacher I did. For 8 insufferable years I have waited for you guys to grasp the Buddha's essential teaching... our grasping of our projections causes suffering, both for ourself and others. For god's sake, would you pull your heads out of your little stinking black hole of la-la-land and penetrate your own freaking mental constructs?!
No doubt about it, you've helped me develop the bejeesus out of my practice of patience, equanimity, and compassion. But today I've really had it. Today I'm sick to death of being excluded from your little club, today I'm just going to let myself get sucked into my projections of you and tell you what sorry practitioners you are, how smug and self-satisfied with absolutely no basis in reality you are. Demonizing someone because they don't pander to your insecurity is no way to gain ground. You frantically race about through the world doing "good works", telling yourselves how compassionate you are, what great bodhisattvas you are, and all you're really doing is appropriating others lives to make you feel good, superior, safe.
Buddha's teaching is not about securing ground and getting safe. It's so f***ing wide open that you ought to be terrified every moment of the day. It means giving up any notion of who you think you are and meeting each moment without preconception, without being a slave to your karmic imprints. It MEANS dropping your petty egotistical need to be reassured by the person you are facing and MEETING THEM free of your karmic projections. You're all so screamingly superficial in your practice... you can't even keep quiet or still during sesshin. You don't even begin to practice the precept not to talk about another's faults. You probably don't even have a clue as to what that is pointing to... creating and concretizing an "I", believing one's projections, creating schism in the sangha... you probably still think it's just about being a nice person.
Well, you're 'nice' alright. In that liberal, classist, exclusionist, priggish, intolerant sort of way.
I doubt I could have found a less supportive, more difficult environment to practice in. |
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Blasty
Velociraptor
Joined: Apr 22, 2008
Age: 23
Posts: 493
Location: The Beaver State... heh.
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| Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 3:53 am Post subject: |
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Dear 'God of Luck,'
Knock it off. I don't have the money or the time for this sh** right now. Please sort this out within the next five days. Also, if you could have me randomly stumble upon about four or five grand without an owner, that would be awesome.
Thanks,
-Me
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polymathpoolplayer
Velociraptor
Joined: Aug 12, 2009
Posts: 457
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| Posted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 6:51 am Post subject: |
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Dear God:
I hate you for f**king up my life now go leave me alone,
PMPP |
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24shaz
Tufted Titmouse
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Joined: May 26, 2008
Posts: 36
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| Posted: Fri Sep 18, 2009 4:43 pm Post subject: |
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Dear
Love you and I'm sorry. I wish we could stay friends.
x |
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Forsaken
Raven
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Joined: Dec 18, 2008
Posts: 110
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| Posted: Sun Sep 27, 2009 2:23 am Post subject: |
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Dear Biotch.
Like it or not, I am ALIVE. |
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SpaceCase
Boldly Going NOWHERE
Joined: Mar 15, 2005
Age: 19
Posts: 2674
Location: Mississippi,USA
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| Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 8:45 pm Post subject: |
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To my Deart Children,
4 months down, 5 more to go! I look forward to being your Papa and raising you with Momma and Daddy.
Love,
Your Pregnant Father
To my Fiance and her other half and MY best friend,
I don't know what I'd do without you. You have saved and changed my life in so many ways. Thank you for saving me. Thank you for loving me and teaching me. Thank you for being you.
Love,
Adam
Dear Me,
You can do this. You really can.
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I'll be damned if I do,I'll be damned if I don't...
Well,I'll be damned!
I'LL DO WHAT I WANT. |
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Chevand
Tufted Titmouse
Joined: Jul 21, 2008
Posts: 27
Location: Vancouver, BC
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| Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 5:11 am Post subject: |
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Dear City of Vancouver,
Okay, look. I understand these last couple of years have been sort of hectic for you. Right now, you're in scramble mode, just like Beijing was last summer, spraypainting all the dead grass green and making sure all the visitors from all over the world wouldn't choke on the hideously copious amounts of air pollution that have plagued the city for years. I know how this works; I lived near Atlanta in '96, so this is nothing I haven't seen before. And honestly, up to now, everything's been really cool between you and me. I love it here, certainly a lot more than where I used to be, and despite that one incident where some hoodlum vandalized my car because of my Florida plate, you've been pretty accepting of me. I'm even managing to adapt to your winters and your rain and your 9 months of grey, depressing skies. But, seriously-- you're beginning to wear out your welcome now.
I thrive on routine. All I require, all I ask of you, is that I be able to keep my schedule, and produce my work, and come home after a hard day in the studio to a nice, relaxing, (relatively) quiet night of unwinding before repeating the cycle. But when you send road crews with boom lifts and backhoes and dump trucks into my neighbourhood to tear up the street, shut off my water supply, and retrofit Granville Bridge (thus clogging up the only road onto the island and making it damn near impossible to even commute to class each day), you're denying me pretty much everything I ask. I no longer have to set my alarm for my classes, because I know I'll be rudely awakened by the sound of jackhammering, which persists from 8 AM to 7 PM. It's getting more and more difficult with each passing day to navigate my car through the neighbourhood; you've made even the simple menial task of grocery shopping a nightmarish ordeal now. Begrudgingly, I'm getting used to the incessent beeping that construction equipment makes when driven in reverse, and having to steer through a sea of orange pylons each morning. But I swear to God, you're giving me an ulcer. And the worst part is, you tell me so little information-- if you're going to continue to inconvenience me so thoroughly, you could at the very least provide me with more specific details about the construction plans so I know how to plan the coming weeks accordingly.
Pretty much all my friends are getting out of Dodge in February. Until now, I thought they were nuts-- I saw this as a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity (which I was just lucky enough to have handed to me twice in mine), and figured the best way to spend those two weeks off would be to actually participate in the festivities. I thought it might be fun. But the way you're handling this, I'm beginning to think maybe my friends had the right idea.
Prove me wrong.
Signed,
a resident Vancouverite (at least for the time being)
P.S. - If being more considerate regarding your preparations for 2010 is too difficult a request, can you at least please do something about the cyclists? I know you're really big into the whole "green" thing, but-- they're so annoying, particularly the ones with condescending attitudes toward motor vehicles... |
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sXeZombie
Hummingbird
Joined: Oct 01, 2009
Posts: 18
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Dear Leila
Leave me alone, you're just trying to worm your way out of what you've done and I'm done with it and with you. I've wasted months of my life on you for it to all be thrown back in my face and to be replaced by someone you obviously like far FAR more. I wish we could still be friends but it's obvious that this isn't going to happen, so leave me the hell alone before you cause more damage to other people "you care about"'s life.
From Joe
Dear Zoe
If you can't accept me than there is no reason we should talk anymore. You've ruined my life enough so I'm also done with you, you attention seeking, offensive, intolerant little cow.
From Joe
Yeah, ending friendships is fun. |
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