So much dislike of self

CRACK · Phoenix Joined: Nov 03, 2005 Age: 21 Posts: 806

I hate being bored all of the time. Like many aspies, my passions and interests tend to be fixated on one or two things at any given time and nothing else. So what happens when my taste for it goes away? Then, there is a dead period where nothing fascinates me, I'm bored all the time, feel irritable, and it goes on until I suddenly take interest in something else. And I hate being required to talk about myself and my interests. Where others can go on about various things they like to do, I have very little to share.

And what about the question "who is the biggest influence in your life?" I'm sure some of you have been asked that question at least once. But what if you are so alone and not close enough to anybody for anyone to be a big "influence" on you?

/rant