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rekoil
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Have I ever just wanted to be mean? Nah. Have I ever internalized an intense, non-specific homicidal rage? Yes. I'm less affected by what's going on around me than I am by the chemical levels in my own body. If I'm not paying attention and take caffeine on a day when testosterone is running high I'm likely to walk around all day having fantasies of ripping people's limbs off.
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veruniel
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Location: England
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| It's funny. No matter how mad I get, I never feel like lashing out at anyone. But then, I always lash inward. It's not healthy, I know, and neither are the scars I get from it. |
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Hodor
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Age: 19
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Sometimes I put my point across too abruptly and forcefully, and that's sometimes construed as being 'mean.' Sometimes, I like to do a bit of low-level trolling now and again, but it largely depends on what mood I am. Catch me at the wrong time and you'll know all about it.
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MrSinister
Sanity Is Madness
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Location: England
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Yep, all the time.
Presently, for example, I'm perilously close to a serious meltdown with regard to a particularly annoying co-worker who nobody (and I mean nobody) likes, because she's so useless. At everything. And has been that way since she got here - she's actually been given a written warning for her poor performance.
I've already snapped at her once, because she kept repeating the same meaningless nonsense phrase ("Bang bang!") at random intervals, which drove me (and my other co-workers) up the wall, and I'm getting very short and perfunctory when speaking to her now. I'm barely disguising my scorn and dislike, which isn't exactly helpful in an office environment where you're supposed to completely mask stuff like that...
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jamesohgoodie
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i feel like being mean right now...you asshole.
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digger1
I am the frontman of evil, Bobby!
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Jacobison
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what does that even mean to answer his question tim |
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MissConstrue
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Yes but it often came before my anger would build up. I was almost arrested for getting physical rather than verbal with someone. Odd thing is I was often commented for being such a polite goody two shoes then after a while I guess my anger would build up and go off like a bomb. I used to verbally attack my brother in law and mom espeacially.
Had to go through a lot of stuff and take anger management classes. Have to say they did help and I got to a point where I could be kicked outta places because of some of the stuff I did. Looking back, my dad was the same way. He could go from very nice to very rude and mean espeacially with my mom and us.
I don't have problems with being mean like I used to but yeah, I have to admit there's been times where I've wanted to be mean but I know exactly what you mean by the guilt of it afterwards. I had that as much as the meaness and I think it made me feel more worse. I was never the apologising type of person and would hate to have to be that way over something I could've controlled.
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