These last couple years have been nothing but hell on me, seems everything keeps going wrong, and just when I think things cant get much worse, they do.
I have rather extreme social anxieties, when feeling overwhelmed I go into having panic attacks, and they sometimes last for days. I just got onto disability primarily because of that and Aspergers. and no sooner did i get onto disability, the people I worked for gave me notice to move (I am renting from them too), and then as I was out and about trying to find a new place to move I bumped into a car in a parking lot (my son was being distracting while I was trying to back up). I got out to look at the car only to see no damage what so ever, not even a scratch, I should have left a note with my insurance number and the like, but instead my anxieties flared and the image of an angry person started running through my mind, so I told my self no harm no fowl ill just leave., well apparently someone seen what happened then called the cops and next thing I knew they were knocking on my door and then ticked me for leaving the scene of an accident. and now, during this whole time I am waiting to go to court my anxieties wont let me stop thinking about it and just the thought of having to go to traffic court and being around all those other people and having to deal with the judge too is leaving me in a virtual state of having panic attacks. and the accident just happened at the beginning of this month and I have to go see the judge at close to the end of this month.What gets me, is all this could have been avoided if I had at least left a note with my information on it, but instead I let my anxieties get the better of me which made a bad situation become much much worse then it needed to be. I didn't leave to avoid any responsibility, I left because of my anxieties were getting the better of me and I seen absolutely no damage, not even a scratch. when all I had to do was leave a note with my information on it.
Any of you have that kind of problems with anxieties?
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