I feel like I should b***h about my social situation but I know it won't do anything. Only just venting is the least I can do. I want to do stuff like go out clubbing occasionally, see a horror movie or any movie, or a concert especially metal, or even go on a road trip, or do other social activities such as restaurants and shopping. It seems like either no one is interested in the same things, or their parents won't allow them (friends on the spectrum) to do the same I would. Also, a former friend with epilepsy is not allowed to speak to me even though I have done ABSOLUTELY NOTHING at all because her parents are so overprotective and apparently the amount of independence I have threatens people. I don't have a boyfriend because guys are so picky are just scumbags. But at least I am almost done with my associates degree in human services and will be getting an apartment sometime in the future. Heres some sarcasm i need to throw in: I Sincerely apologize for being an independent professional high functioning individual on the autism spectrum, as well as being gay and being an open thinker and showing respect to people first before they do or not, and having a inappropriate dark sense of humor, and actually being human. Sarcasm off. Well in the long run, I may work up to being rich and being serving to others that deserve it. I would love to have a jet plane, big house, a great housband, a metal band, helping people with disabilities, I really want to make an impact. I have been underestimated so much I will f*****g shove my words in their c**t whether it is an an*s or a v****a or even the urethra, whatever. I am starting to be random. I need advice, I'm a loving flawed human being.