First and only suicide attempt: the ebec11 edition

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26 Apr 2008, 2:21 pm

I'm alive everybody!
After I had posted saying I was going to kill myself, I wrote a suicide letter and took about 80-100 pills (I had 100 more to go). Then I had realized I didn't WANT to die, and flew up the stairs and woke up my mom. She took me to the hospital, and they gave me some black stuff which was really chunky and gross. Then I went to the psych ward at the hospital, and I'm still there (but they gave me a weekend pass so I'm home for the weekend!).
I would have told you I was alive the next day, but I'm not allowed on wrongplanet for a while (Until I'm "better", whenever that is), and I've just convinced my mom to let me come back so I can tell you I'm alive and kicking.
I'll miss you guys a lot, but I agree I need some time off to care for myself.



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26 Apr 2008, 2:37 pm

I'll be checking this board every so often, so don't let it flounder!



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26 Apr 2008, 2:39 pm

ebec11 wrote:
I'm alive everybody!
She took me to the hospital, and they gave me some black stuff which was really chunky and gross.


Oh, the wonders of charcoal...and how it saves lives.



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26 Apr 2008, 2:41 pm

Zsazsa wrote:
ebec11 wrote:
I'm alive everybody!
She took me to the hospital, and they gave me some black stuff which was really chunky and gross.


Oh, the wonders of charcoal...and how it saves lives.
That's what it's called!
Isn't it a drawing utensil though?



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26 Apr 2008, 2:47 pm

I don't know what pills you took but paracetamol is derived from coal tar and coal helps to calm the effect of the pills on the stomach, that's what I was told when I overdosed.
You're valued here and you're a great person (as I've said in many posts) and you can always talk to me if you want as I am going through the same thing. I hope you get better soon :)


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26 Apr 2008, 2:49 pm

I'm glad you decided you actually didn't want to see it through and told your mother so she could take you to the hospital.

I hope you feel better enough to post again soon, but all in due time.


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26 Apr 2008, 3:09 pm

Ebec, I'm glad you didn't kill yourself. I don't even know you, but nonetheless I'd hate to hear about a death here. I support you, and WP supports you. I've made a few attempts at suicide myself, getting more and more nervy every time.

Once, when I was still living in Bramalea, I came very close to opening my wrist with a piece of broken glass. This happened in a parking-garage at the Bramalea City Centre Mall. The loneliness & despair, it felt like more than one man was meant to take. I've cut myself more than a few times, as well. Sometimes on my face, for attention, other times on my arms & body for the therapy of it.

Thank God I'm still here! I can still do something with my life. Certainly, it's not too late. Despite what I once thought, Ebec, it's never too late to turn it all around ...

God bless and good luck.



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26 Apr 2008, 3:17 pm

Good to know you're still alive.

Good luck.



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26 Apr 2008, 3:34 pm

I wish you well.



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26 Apr 2008, 3:47 pm

Good to see you back. You had us worried.


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26 Apr 2008, 4:09 pm

(=^__^=)
I am glad to see your still here :D


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26 Apr 2008, 4:57 pm

Please feel better soon, ebec11. I am so sorry you're hurt. Post back soon, but you are your first priority.
Wrong Planet needs you - do not ever give up.


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26 Apr 2008, 5:17 pm

listen you little prick
you just went way too far
if its the last thing i do im getting you banned


why dont you just grow up you pathetic piece of s**t


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26 Apr 2008, 5:17 pm

People are STILL posting tubgirl? That is so 5 years ago.



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26 Apr 2008, 5:19 pm

Xelebes wrote:
People are STILL posting tubgirl? That is so 5 years ago.


dude do you think this is actually funny

if people want to post crap like that then they can make up there own thread about it and not troll on serious ones


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26 Apr 2008, 5:24 pm

crimebabe wrote:
Xelebes wrote:
People are STILL posting tubgirl? That is so 5 years ago.


dude do you think this is actually funny

if people want to post crap like that then they can make up there own thread about it and not troll on serious ones


No, tubgirl is old. It stopped being funny 5 years ago.