Help! I'm head over heels!

Soma · Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2005 9:57 pm Post subject:

For those of you who replied to my previous thread, help. AS hits me through my emotions, all befuddling them all up and increasing their magnitude, yep yep yep, so of cause, for NTs, love is a major emotion, and drives them up the wall, but try dealing with it 50x greater, and that's me. As some of you know, someone special has arrived in my life.

The truth remains, I've never felt this way before. Before Nick arrived, I've never felt the need to have a boyfriend, never felt the need for romance, shuddered at the thought of kissing someone, etc, etc. I won't go into the whole story, if people want me too, I will. We met up a week ago, and had our first date, which went really well, really well. He said some things I can't believe... he said he loved me. I can tell, through experience, when people are being fake to me. He wasn't. I haven't seen him since then. We've broken up for the year (I'm Australian-we have a calender year, end of Jan-beginning of Dec) and I'm just scared I won't see him. We met in Sept, at a dance-we shared our first kiss, and lost contact for about 3 mths. Now that I've seen him again, I miss him sorely. I can only contact him via email, and that obviously hasn't quite got it across, or he's trying to deal with it all as well. (he's NT) He may be on holidays, he may be anywhere. I miss him sorely. I really miss him. I know I'm head over heels, it's like I'm obsessed, again. I really can't get him out of my head! I can't stop seeing his eyes for one! I'm stuck. I desperately want to see him again, want to touch him, kiss him all over. like the way he kissed me. (No, not in that way! Nothing like that!) I just really miss him, and I can't sort out these raging emotions through my system. Help!
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