Probably going to kill myself eventually

MDD123 · Phoenix Joined: May 07, 2009 Age: 29 Posts: 1144

Crazy, you are clearly depressed. The only thing stopping you from suicide is the energy. If you had a wife right now, you still might be depressed, you said you don't care about your parents, your future wife is going to be a part of your life in much the same way that your parents are.

Aardvarkgoodswimmer made a really good point about trying an antidepressant. I take Zoloft, and it changed me from not wanting to get out of bed to being interested in doing stuff again. Aharon made a good point too about stepping out of your comfort zone and living a little, you're not the same person before a 12 mile hike that you are afterwards.