Sweetleaf
Metalhead
Joined: Jan 07, 2011
Age: 23
Posts: 14828
Location: Somewhere in Colorado
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I understand how you feel, and am quite depressed about a lot of stuff you've mentioned in this post. But one thing I try to keep in mind is 'Its no measure of good health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.' So if anything its good you're not well adjusted to those sick social games people play........But I know it does get overwhelming, and depressing. Unfortunately I cannot convince you not to feel suicidal......but I can tell you I've been there and even attempted, not a very pleasent experience so I don't recommend it.
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samtoo
Sam the eccentric Beluga whale
Joined: May 13, 2007
Age: 23
Posts: 3038
Location: England
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CloudLayer I am so sorry to hear that you feel this way. 
Please take good care of yourself. We here care about you and your health.
I recommend these techniques a lot but meditation, and lots of relaxation is something I very much enjoy doing that offers great stress relief, and helps a lot with how I will feel. Anything that can ease my mind into the present moment, reduce cortisol perhaps, and help with my serotonin... I find meditation, Emotional Freedom Techniques (one such technique part of EFT I just recently learnt), and of course, exercise... being around nature... very good for peace of mind.  These are good places to explore.
With all my heart, I want for you to feel much better than this.
There are people who do care. We care.
You helped me in the other post, and I hope I can help you as well.
We all have a reason to be here, each and every one of us.
What is there that you like to do, that you enjoy doing? I am sure there are things that you do enjoy. Perhaps you can write reminder's as to what it is you enjoy doing, and what you want to do.
People often encourage me to write in a diary, which I might have a look into.
It does get me down as well that some people do certain things and treat other people without the due respect that the other people deserve... but these kinds of people who do such things are not worthy of your hurt... they are not worth it, and you are worth so much more.
*Hugs you compassionately* You may send me a pm any time you wish if you would like to, and if you decide to, I will reply when I can. x
Take good care of yourself, CloudLayer. x
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QuantumKiller
Butterfly
Joined: Mar 18, 2012
Posts: 17
Location: Somewhere in space-time
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| I know what you mean ,I've been there before. Not everyone is evil, though. Just too many of them. I was saved from suicide by my 7th grade math teacher (currently the only friend I have). Find the right person, and they can help you. |
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CloudLayer
Deinonychus
Joined: Mar 28, 2012
Age: 27
Posts: 300
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| Thank you for the words. SamToo I like music. Thank you for all the compassion. You are as kind as it gets. Not all people are bad clearly. Hard to remember that sometimes. Glad you posted as well as everyone else. And if you're feeling similar hope you feel better too. |
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