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MissConstrue
Aquarius
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I don't know I'm in a huge relapse mode again. I'm beginning to feel so trapped that I want the quick and easy way again but....dammit.
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Tohlagos
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Age: 37
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Location: Boise, ID
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About a 5 right now.
Work is bad. Discrimination, hazing, insults, and some other things. They try to provoke me. They try to break me.
But...
Only a few weeks to go. I can make it. I can reach my goal. They know I am leaving soon, but no one knows exactly when. I have it all planned out now. I will leave quickly and quietly. Only say goodbye to 1-2 people perhaps.
Then after that I must finish my report to various entities. Long... hard... but needed. To long has the crap at my job gone on. To long have many suffered because of 3 people. This must end.
I will be the torch bearer. I will fight for the cause. I am not afraid -they are only humans.
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jawbrodt
Only Truth
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Location: Northcentral, Pennsylvania
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Still a 5. I can't complain, much. 
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Social_Fantom
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Joined: Feb 23, 2008
Age: 24
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Location: Watching from the shadows
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Not angry anymore but that's about it.
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zen_mistress
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Age: 30
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Location: aotearoa
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Kiski
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Joined: Jan 01, 2008
Age: 19
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Location: Galifrey
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3.
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MissConstrue
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0 fatigue
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Strapples
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Location: Chicago Area IL
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jawbrodt
Only Truth
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Location: Northcentral, Pennsylvania
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5 - Nothing special, but, at least I feel pretty stable, as far as depression goes. 
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Social_Fantom
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Granny came home today and I went to see her. Back home again with a small headache. 
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jawbrodt
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5 - Still OK. 
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FireBird
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Age: 25
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Location: Cow Town
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| 5 because I got accepted into a major gallery and some art shows but I still have those annoying "thought insertion" and "tactile hallucinations." So the good and bad balance each other out. That is why it isn't a 10. |
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GoatOnFire
Greatest Of All Time
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Location: Texas
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0 - middle of the road. So bored this summer, have nothing to do, but am not really looking forward to going back to school.
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spudnik
The Dude Abides
Joined: Feb 20, 2008
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I am also about 0, haven't done anything except pack up the house, move and unpack, and
thats been for the past month, still have alot of boxes to unpack, summer has sucked |
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Graelwyn
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Happy times with Colin still, but I am unhappy about amount I am eating since being with him.
Why does contentment make me lose control of my usual strict eating habits? |
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