Albirea
MEDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC!
Joined: Mar 16, 2011
Posts: 9767
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MXH
TomCat
Joined: Jul 29, 2010
Age: 22
Posts: 12462
Location: Here i stand and face the rain
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| why the f**k do i even bother. i honestly dont know anymore. this was always a bad idea. i just want to get it over with already, its my only chance at consolation |
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VMSmith
a figment of my own imagination
Joined: Apr 18, 2011
Age: 21
Posts: 2671
Location: the old country
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| centrelink rang today. they want to talk to my parents and they cant approve my claim until they do even though the lady said my case looks good. they said that they will only ask a few questions to make sure i dont live at home, that i am not getting money from them and that it is unreasonable for me to live at home. this will go badly. she reasured me they wont say anything about what i told them but this cant go well. i dont know if my parents will say it is unreasonable for me to live at home. they could very well say that i shouldnt be living off the dole and as an unmarried woman i should not have left. i dont know what to do. i need to make a choice- tell them its ok to call and hope things dont blow up or tell them its not ok and be outright rejected but possibly have a way out. i cant go back. i dont want to go back. i need to tell comrade about this and i dont have chocolate to make this go away because its not in my budget. maybe everything wont be okay. i need to be alone. |
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LunaticOnTheGrass
Snowy Owl
Joined: Mar 14, 2012
Age: 19
Posts: 136
Location: Under the Sun, in tune.
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| I just need someone to reach out to. I'm in a mental oubliette. |
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GrahamG84
Butterfly
Joined: Apr 15, 2012
Age: 29
Posts: 15
Location: UK
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Everytime I feel like contributing to a discussion on these forums I close up and blank. I guess it's something like writers block.
One part of me thinks I don't deserve to be heard. That there is nothing worth being listened to from my mind. I don't think I am worthless. I just feel like a fake because no one in my life consideres me an aspie because I have hidden myself in plain sight all my life. I find it ironic that somoene who can survive through life quite easily in fact ends up with nothing as they have never lived free.
The other side of me starts thinking of the reply, runs off on a tangeant and before I finished I have rendered my point entirely pointless... |
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Albirea
MEDIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC!
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FalsettoTesla
Phoenix
Joined: Oct 31, 2011
Posts: 531
Location: North of North
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| Fraking asshat. |
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Trigas
A bit crazy
Joined: Jul 14, 2011
Age: 20
Posts: 4143
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Really I'd care, but go f**k yourself. It's one thing, you worry to much, get off my ass.
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Trigas
A bit crazy
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Age: 20
Posts: 4143
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| Posted: Sat May 05, 2012 12:06 am Post subject: |
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One day when your gone, I'll look back on this time and laugh as I'm rolling your ass in the nursing home. 
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MXH
TomCat
Joined: Jul 29, 2010
Age: 22
Posts: 12462
Location: Here i stand and face the rain
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| Posted: Sat May 05, 2012 3:27 am Post subject: |
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| more pathetic than i seem, i cant even give up properly. |
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mntn13
Phoenix
Joined: Jun 07, 2011
Posts: 1006
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| Great, you are so hateful as to take it out on us for gods sake get over it we don't need your patriarchal know it all delusional b.s. - and ---- is not going to be brainwashed into your politics-obsessed-thinking. He is probably smarter than you and he knows what you're about. |
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Trigas
A bit crazy
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Age: 20
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The sooner I get out of here you f***ing b***h the better off it'll be. 
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Trigas
A bit crazy
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Age: 20
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| Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 11:27 am Post subject: |
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I know I'll probably be kicked out of here eventually, f**k em.
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aussiebloke
Phoenix
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Age: 36
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| Trigas wrote: | | The sooner I get out of here you f***ing b***h the better off it'll be. |
The meds aren't working or may be they are  (been their done that)
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Trigas
A bit crazy
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Age: 20
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| Posted: Sun May 06, 2012 8:45 pm Post subject: |
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| aussiebloke wrote: | | Trigas wrote: | | The sooner I get out of here you f***ing b***h the better off it'll be. |
The meds aren't working or may be they are (been their done that) |
Actually quite the contrary! 
The meds make me feel great, my family eh not so much. 
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