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Delirium
Phoenix
Joined: Nov 25, 2007
Age: 18
Posts: 552
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I hate anything "scene." I hate the hideous fashion, I hate the useless "models" that they idolize who do nothing but take over-Photoshopped pictures of themselves and go to concerts, I hate their hairstyles, which tend to be stripey monstrosities with those stupid side-swept Hitler bangs, I hate their shitty music that all sounds EXACTLY THE f***ing SAME, I hate everything about them. The worst part is that my roommate, who is otherwise a decent person, is one of those people.
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Social_Fantom
Maverick
Joined: Feb 23, 2008
Age: 24
Posts: 10861
Location: Watching from the shadows
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| Posted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 3:31 pm Post subject: |
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I'm so f**king tired of being looked down on because of my AS or whatever reason. I am generally a nice person but in this pimple on the a$$ of the world that I live in, nice people are apparently freaks, because that is the way I and the few others like me have always been treated. How dare those a$$holes treat us like this? Am I really going to have to be more like them to be happy around here? Am I going to have to be an a$$hole too? A part of me wants to be out of spite and/or revenge, I've always been bad for trying to get even with people.
I want to rant about so much more but I'm having difficulty putting it into words.
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Who_Am_I
Caffeine-Powered Human-Type Thing
Joined: Aug 28, 2005
Age: 24
Posts: 3158
Location: My body is in Brisbane and my mind is in the gutter. :D
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My bank account is overdrawn. It's only because my PayPal funds transfer went through before the cheque I deposited in the account cleared, but it is nonetheless annoying.
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Ana54
International Incident Initiator
Joined: Dec 27, 2005
Age: 20
Posts: 6452
Location: Channelview, Texas, USA
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| Posted: Fri Jul 18, 2008 5:38 pm Post subject: |
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You know why I don't like telling people of my AS diagnosis and just don't like the diagnosis? Because my mother kept insisting I work on my issues to fix them and try to be normal, instead of just living my way and doing just as well. I resent that.
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Cheerlessleader
Serial Thread Killer
Joined: Mar 07, 2007
Posts: 1825
Location: Adelaide
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| Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2008 9:24 am Post subject: |
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I think I know why so many people don't believe AS is a real condition:
1.They all just think "I don't have any issues with this, this, this or this, so therefore nobody else in this world does either, and anyone who claims to is only faking it for attention and pity!".
And 2: Saying it doesn't exist is much, much easier than actually bothering to look it up.
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Autisvic
Raven
Joined: Jul 14, 2008
Posts: 109
Location: Around here somewhere....Let me check.
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| Posted: Tue Jul 22, 2008 3:26 pm Post subject: |
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There's no point in getting to work at 7am.
I'm not a frickin' mornin' person.
I always put a big dent in tomorrow's workload today.
Customer service doesn't even show up until 8...
And customer service gives our department its work.
So if I leave work today knowing that there will be
no work the following morning until after 8am,
WHY SHOULD I F****N' HAVE TO WAKE MY ASS UP
AT 6 F****N' FIFTEEN JUST TO COME HERE AND
SIT ON IT AND WAIT FOR WORK THAT I KNOW
WILL NOT GET TO MY DESK UNTIL AN HOUR LATER? 
It's the BOSS, isn't it? That guy always thinks he's right,
but he's totally clueless about running the company.
He's very much a "because I say so" type of loser.
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Argon
Yellow-bellied Woodpecker
Joined: Jul 18, 2008
Posts: 52
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Today has been sh**. I have been edgy and anxious for days working up to seeing the doctor. Had my plan of what to say, was shaky and couldn't get calm....so I ate chocolate...lots of it. Got to the Dr's giggling like an idiot and babbling like a moron. Now she probably thinks I'm just neurotic and stupid.
Came home and got harrassed by my downstairs neighbour, 1stly she knocked the door and asked you mind if I show my friend what you have done to your kitchen, then walked in with friend. (I have been re-modelling it, taken out the walls and made a breakfast bar). This was in the evening and both her and her friend had been drinking, she drinks a lot actually. Anyway she then asked where my washing machine was and about the plumbing, I forgot my unease and began explaining how I moved it to a cupboard in the hall , had made a hole for the connection to go through to the bathroom plumbing. She wasn't interested at all and kept on at me about "what if it leaks?, it will go onto my lighting as I am below you". I explained the washer was not directly above the electricity, it is directly above her cupboard as her flat is the same, any leak would be bad whether it was leaking in the kitchen or the cupboard.
I was getting annoyed now.
Then she said...oh I hope you don't mind me saying but every Saturday night you are very loud, the noise of people from your bedroom is waking my daughter and this is happening every Saturday at approximately 11 in the evening. I thought...wtf do I do different on Saturdays from any other night. So I said it may be me laughing if I watch a movie.
She kept on about it and I didn't get what she meant, til her friend said for god's sake leave her alone shes having sex and started laughing.
I said no I'm not I'm here alone. Anyway they finally went. Then a bit later another knock at the door....same neighbour, she apologised for saying what she did in front of her friend and said she shouldn't have said it in front of another. I said ok but I don't have men up here.
I said maybe it is me laughing because my comp is in my bedroom and I do watch movies....she said oh no this isn't laughing and started making grunting sounds to refer to the noises, she said it happens every Saturday about 11 and your waking my daughter. This was said nice and loudly in the hallway of our flats where its nice and echoy.
I lost control and shouted a lot. Called her a effing whore and a coke head who should watch her mouth amongst many other things. I shut the door on her...she then knocked again, she had no idea just how close to being throttled she actually was.
Now I feel even more like sh** because I have only lived in this building a few months and my nice new start is ruined by my lack of self control. |
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Who_Am_I
Caffeine-Powered Human-Type Thing
Joined: Aug 28, 2005
Age: 24
Posts: 3158
Location: My body is in Brisbane and my mind is in the gutter. :D
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Hope is worthless, all it is is a slightly slower route to pain.
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JerryHatake
Kumdo Practitioner
Joined: Jul 02, 2006
Age: 20
Posts: 8651
Location: Woodbridge, VA
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| Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 9:21 am Post subject: |
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I'm ticked off because I was charge for things that I canceled for on the web. I'm going to be calm about it since my mom and i will deal with it when she gets home from work.
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"No one is the same you can't compare yourself to other people because everyone is different" - Michelle
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ChristinaCSB
Snowy Owl
Joined: Jul 23, 2007
Age: 23
Posts: 157
Location: Lakewood, Ohio
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Zara
Master of Unlocking
Joined: Jun 24, 2007
Age: 27
Posts: 1448
Location: Deep Dungeon, VA
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I've been depressed and angsty since she canceled our get together today.
Dammit, It took me awhile to get positive again and work myself up to wanting to see her again, give her another chance and all. She says she wants to go out again, but she won't dare suggest anything. So I suggest something and a time, and always, always there is something else she'd rather go do, something she forgot she had to go do...
It'd be really nice if she just gave me a time since apparently I'm the flexible one here. But no, for whatever god damn reason she won't suggest a time to get together on her own.
Can't she show some frickin initiative to want this friendship or whatever it is to work?
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makuranososhi
Purple Monkey Dishwasher
Joined: May 13, 2008
Posts: 1485
Location: Arizona
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In this moment, my patience is thin... despite speaking out, I feel unheard, and thus it continues. Damnable, for while I can see both sides of the coin, my focus is more centered on myself and others than another individual. Each time, I want to scream. I want a huge eraser. And no one else seems to mind, alone in my frustration once more.
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Ana54
International Incident Initiator
Joined: Dec 27, 2005
Age: 20
Posts: 6452
Location: Channelview, Texas, USA
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I feel more comfortable alone. But I was lonely and understimulated so I went off with Jack, thinking I could leave if I didn't like it. I don't regret going off with him, but sometimes I wish I had stayed alone at the YMCA at least for a few more months. I want to have a few more months alone! I want to be alone right now, and not worry about eating at the same time as other people, eating other people's food, eating too much of other people's food, being boring, wanting to be alone, going here and there, living in an isolated boring little bedroom community, having to ask for everything I need, having to ask whenever I want to go somewhere, not being able to see my shrink as often, not being surrounded by interesting people, not being able to go shopping, being afraid of using too much water or electricity, feeling pressured to take meds I wouldn't need if I was alone but that I need if I want to be with anyone, having side effects, having no job but wanting income, being unable (not unwilling) to eat off other people and then being badgered about eating better and more and feeling bad because it isn't just about me anymore and it's selfish not to eat, not selfish to eat like if I wasn't pregnant. I don't know where I learned that it's not okay to let my needs get known, but I learned at some point that it was selfish.
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Who_Am_I
Caffeine-Powered Human-Type Thing
Joined: Aug 28, 2005
Age: 24
Posts: 3158
Location: My body is in Brisbane and my mind is in the gutter. :D
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I am not lazy.
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Ana54
International Incident Initiator
Joined: Dec 27, 2005
Age: 20
Posts: 6452
Location: Channelview, Texas, USA
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I'm too depressed to do anything to help myself. Or for some reason, I just can't. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's partially the side effects. Maybe I can blame another part on being pregnant. I wish I would feel normal again. I haven't felt like I can do things in 5 or 6 months.
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