CockneyRebel
Mick Avory, Sensitive brown-eyed Sweet Pea
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Age: 38
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Location: In a quiet and peaceful garden, where gentle Mick Avory-like Sweet Peas grow.
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Dennis
Deinonychus
Joined: Nov 03, 2005
Age: 26
Posts: 332
Location: Ohio
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| I attempted twice last year. I was severely depressed over pretty much nothing in life going the way I wanted it to. It's pretty tough to handle and understand. |
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auntblabby
Chief Assistant to the Assistant Chief
Joined: Feb 13, 2010
Posts: 18164
Location: the island of loveable toy humans
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| Dennis wrote: | | I attempted twice last year. I was severely depressed over pretty much nothing in life going the way I wanted it to. It's pretty tough to handle and understand. |
i wish i was your age again. |
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right-hand-child
Sea Gull
Joined: May 12, 2010
Age: 19
Posts: 221
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perhapes youve already found a reasonable explanation for this.
if not then unfortunately, there seems to be a positive correlation with AS and suicide (whilst taking into account that AS varies considerably between cases)
there is a reason for this though (at least my wild speculations); there are two types of depression: the kind where one is very down for a point in his or her life, but this kind is not linked to any kind of mental or physical problem. then theres the "official case" depression, in which it is classified as an illness due to activity in the brain (this is why there are medicines that supposedly "cure" depression). This has been linked to AS brain types but as i'm aware there is not substantial proof for this, but sadly, the general trend is that AS individuals are more likely to commit suicide.
Ive felt like this myself at many times (maybe i will again). Although i realise you might want comfort more than wild hypothesis, i wish i could be of more help to you. |
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Craig28
Phoenix
Joined: Jul 03, 2010
Posts: 3258
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| Unless my life gets better, next year, I am going to do it. I used to be afraid of dying, but now see it as a badge of honour to escape a world where I don't really want to be in the first place. |
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eagletalon86
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Joined: Jun 18, 2010
Age: 26
Posts: 226
Location: ft worth, tx
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| About 3 hours ago I was more likely, and the more this trend continues the closer I get to becoming a statistic. I don't think it's due to AS alone more than it is full blown depression, but it comes with the challenges of having that label on your forehead so there you go. |
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thechadmaster
Addicted To Driving
Joined: Feb 14, 2005
Age: 26
Posts: 1120
Location: On The Road...Somewhere
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maybe this is why handguns are so expensive. Why are the most painless methods such a pain in the you-know-what?
but seriously...my family couldnt get by without my income, and my boss has told me many times that it would be very difficult to find another worker with a work ethic as strong as mine should i ever quit. Seems the problem is that i have too many earthly commitments to fulfill. that and i dont have the money to.
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Dennis
Deinonychus
Joined: Nov 03, 2005
Age: 26
Posts: 332
Location: Ohio
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| I didn't really feel suicidal regularly as a part of my life, I thought I was always in denial that I'd ever attempt it. Then I had a bunch of crap and bad feelings to deal with last summer and in September I entered a depression that was severe enough that I tried to commit suicide. About a month later I tried again and then nearly tried again in June. |
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Craig28
Phoenix
Joined: Jul 03, 2010
Posts: 3258
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| Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 12:04 pm Post subject: |
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| Next year, I'm going by the way of starvation - to watch my family go through heartache is my last dying wish. They'll miss me when I'm gone. Tough. |
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auntblabby
Chief Assistant to the Assistant Chief
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Posts: 18164
Location: the island of loveable toy humans
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| Craig28 wrote: | | Next year, I'm going by the way of starvation - to watch my family go through heartache is my last dying wish. They'll miss me when I'm gone. Tough. |
starvation is a lousy and protracted way to go. |
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Craig28
Phoenix
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| auntblabby wrote: | | Craig28 wrote: | | Next year, I'm going by the way of starvation - to watch my family go through heartache is my last dying wish. They'll miss me when I'm gone. Tough. |
starvation is a lousy and protracted way to go. |
Then people who have done bad to me will stand and watch it. |
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auntblabby
Chief Assistant to the Assistant Chief
Joined: Feb 13, 2010
Posts: 18164
Location: the island of loveable toy humans
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| Craig28 wrote: | | auntblabby wrote: | | Craig28 wrote: | | Next year, I'm going by the way of starvation - to watch my family go through heartache is my last dying wish. They'll miss me when I'm gone. Tough. |
starvation is a lousy and protracted way to go. |
Then people who have done bad to me will stand and watch it. |
too bad those evil folk aren't the ones being made to starve to death, instead of yourself. just a thought. |
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Craig28
Phoenix
Joined: Jul 03, 2010
Posts: 3258
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There's nothing to stop a dead man dealing with other people! 
Aspies are very dangerous people when they can't get what they need in order to survive. |
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marynewport
Hummingbird
Joined: Jul 01, 2010
Posts: 18
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| Posted: Mon Jul 26, 2010 7:12 pm Post subject: |
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If you starve yourself or anything else that soes not cause instant death you will be thrown into a mental hospital. They will force feed and drug you. They can be harsh and not interested to talk with you. It is too much for them to talk to any one. Nothing against you personally. They are just like that to everyone.
Your family won`t care if they already don`t care.
My family just got mad and rejected me even more.
I do personally care that you and all the others are so depressed and hopeless. I have been there many times` and boy is it great feeling to have dug myself out of it.
Autistics and aspies tend to perseverate. So sometimes we perseverate on depressing things.
I just try to find a hobby to perseverate on. Then I am happy.
I am also bipolar so I may go there again.
Seriously tried it several painful times.
I think depression combined with perseveration makes some as people more suseptible than nt`s to suicide.
I care.
Pm me anypne struggling with suicide.
Or e mail me at marynwprt@gmail.com
Peace. |
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marynewport
Hummingbird
Joined: Jul 01, 2010
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| Posted: Tue Jul 27, 2010 12:37 am Post subject: |
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| P.S. the best revenge is to live happily and well. |
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