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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: How do I get over my cousin crush? |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 24 Jul 2006, 12:17 am
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Replies: 26
Views: 10,802
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| dude, just bang her. as long as you don't have kids, then its all gravy |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: when you love someone more than life itself |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 10 Jul 2006, 10:29 pm
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Replies: 10
Views: 10,024
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| dear god wtf did I do to deserve this?? I f*****g told my mom I wasn't ready but she kept pushing and pushing until this f*****g cvnt gouged her way into my heart like a f*****g parasitic intestinal worm that won't stop until I am dead. I can't imagine leaving her. but if she f***s me over bad enoug... |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: when you love someone more than life itself |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 10 Jul 2006, 9:03 pm
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Replies: 10
Views: 10,024
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| I knew it was getting to the point of being unhealthy. I told her a few times that I'm worried we're moving way too fast, and I was starting to feel uncomfortable from being so close emotionally, to the point where I became completely co-dependant on her. But she kept telling me to trust her and tha... |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: when you love someone more than life itself |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 09 Jul 2006, 11:45 pm
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Replies: 10
Views: 10,024
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| how do you cope when things go wrong? how do you find the will to go on living? how do you keep from tying a rope around your neck or putting a gun to your head? I know things are moving way too fast between us and I'm scared s**tless of losing my life if I lost her. No amount of drugs is going to h... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: going postal |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 04 Jul 2006, 12:24 am
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Replies: 10
Views: 1,602
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| I'm nearing the end of my rope in life. Seven years of bipolar, borderline, schitzotypal disorders, tend to take a toll on you after a while. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: going postal |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 01 Jul 2006, 4:12 pm
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Replies: 10
Views: 1,602
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| anyone ever thought about doing this? I've been f****d over so many times in my life that I feel like I deserve redemption by making everyone pay, regardless of how innocent you are. You have the potential to hurt me, so I have every f*****g right to take your life. Sometimes I think taking someone'... |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: 3yrs no luck trying to make money online |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 29 Jun 2006, 8:12 pm
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Replies: 19
Views: 3,746
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| I've been making money building websites since I was 15. I'm 24 now and make a decent living just pirating the designs off other sites or using other immoral practices. I still never bothered to learn to code by hand and am by no means an expert, but I've managed to capitalize on what I know and mak... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: crying (males) |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2006, 6:46 pm
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Replies: 31
Views: 4,442
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| reason this is such a big deal to me is because I'm Asian and in the Asian culture if you're male and you cry then its considered disgraceful. I'm always ostracized for it. Yesterday there was a misunderstanding between me and the girl I am head over heals for (first relationship) and when I was und... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: crying (males) |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2006, 2:19 pm
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Replies: 31
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| I have this tendency to cry alot when things get overwhelming. I'm incredibly ashamed of it cuz it makes me look weak and girlish. Only problem is when I was younger I was never taught not to cry as a male because of the stigma behind it. Any other guys guilty of this? |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: Drummer for Slipknot. |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 11 Jun 2006, 4:17 am
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Replies: 7
Views: 1,865
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| hey dude, I'll buy that off you. Just name your price |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: lying |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 08 Jun 2006, 2:34 am
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Replies: 3
Views: 1,157
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| cuz I'm a total douchebag! This is quite possibly the worst time in my entire life for me to meet someone, because my self-esteem has never been this low. But at the same time if it works out it could be the best thing because I think its the only thing that would get me out of this 7 year rut I've ... |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: lying |
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Posted: 08 Jun 2006, 2:15 am
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Replies: 3
Views: 1,157
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| I'm Cambodian and my family just set me up with my new sister in-laws cousin. We've only known each other for a few weeks but this is the first relationship experience for the both of us and we've really seemed to hit it off. We talk for at least an hour a day. But because of my current living situa... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: mental illness |
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Posted: 07 Jun 2006, 3:24 am
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Replies: 9
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| ah yes, nothing quite like the feeling of clinical psychosis slowly eating away at the core of my sanity. I just turned 24 last week and I feeling like I'm going on 50. Emotionally I feel like a freakin 12 year old. I can recall the days where I was naive to the plague of humanity and what They are ... |
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: i'm more ret*d than you |
| nihilist_void |
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Posted: 22 May 2006, 2:28 am
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Replies: 13
Views: 2,001
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| oh believe me I've tried. And lost myself in the process. Now at 23 I suffer from numerous personality disorders that manifested in my futile attempt to adapt to society on their terms. I don't even know who f**k I am anymore. All I know is now I'm not just autistic but a headcase on top of that. I ... |
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: i'm more ret*d than you |
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Posted: 21 May 2006, 2:55 am
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Replies: 13
Views: 2,001
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| This post doesn't really even belong here. Its more addressing the social anxiety support forum where there is always controversy about aspergers there. I just have some issues with those people that use this condition to justify their social anxiety. |
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Forum: Getting to know each other Topic: i'm more ret*d than you |
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Posted: 20 May 2006, 11:26 pm
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Replies: 13
Views: 2,001
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| Seems like in this society that being labeled autistic or having aspergers is a privelage. I noticed alot of people here wear it like a badge of honor and there are rampant arguments with those trying to prove they're more ret*d than the other person. I used to frequent the social anxiety support fo... |
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