Hello! I'm Kexx, also known as Kay or Willow. I'm a 19 year old agender womanthing and really like creepy things! I'm sort of joining this forum on suggestion from my partner. We've had a lot of relationship issues and its sort of come to our attention that I'm probably autistic in some way and that's effecting it? Our issues mainly stem from communication related stuff, with me having a hard time discussing a lot of things, sometimes even going non-verbal in stressful discussions, and recently having fits due to stressful conversations. My partner asks me to be more open with them but that sort of just confuses me because it feels like I'm already being as open as I can...
On top of that I have a lot of other weird social things going on ranging from habits that can be taken as rude, to having a hard grasp on differentiating between types of relationships, to finding myself unable to keeping myself from talking the heads of of people who'll give me even an inch to talk about any of the nerd stuff I'm into. Idk, there's more than that but that's all I can think of at the moment. I know my friends who are autistic tend to think I'm autistic as well, too...
Umm, me personally though, I'm into social justice related things, thinking about gender, Dark Souls(specifically lore from the first game), Revolutionry Girl Utena, Silent Hill, other horror games, and the Persona game series. I'm also into a lot of yuri manga, my favorites being the kind that are really sad because I like sad stories! I'm hoping this place will help me figure more out about my issues, and help me figure out if I'm actually on the spectrum or not...
11 Jan 2015, 5:42 am
