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Hi I'm Shadow girl I'm 17 years old ,live in Mauldin,South Carolina,and I'm in 11th grade Special Ed. I have hopes of one day being and Actor/Comedian.
I heard of this site off Dr.Phil one night.
Anyway I have AS,ADHD,and ADD all my life people have singled me out and treated me badly. Teachers thought I was stupid and never made things easyer for me they would just pile me with hard work which I could rarely ever finsh nor could I ask for help or the teacher would just yell at me and if I didn't I couldn't go to resess so I rarely ever got to go outside. Unless their was a nice sub that day,I was lucky,or I lied about finshing just to go play with my friends. Other kids bullied me really badly and hated me because I was different. At times I resorted to trying to buy friendship by giving candy,money,or other things just to fit in but in the end I was only takin avantage of. I've had 2 badly failed friendships that scarded me in the end and I've had insecuritys ever since. At times I wonder if others are really my friends and will they just abandon me like the other 2 whom I don't like to talk about.When everyone bullied me the teachers wouldn't do anything about it but if I ever did anything to stand up for myself I would be the one to get it.
But for the last few years in high school I've gotten nicer and better teachers and I don't tolerate bullying. I turn the tables on them with my collection of wisecracks,insults,comebacks,and jokes which leave them in the dust. That or if they are really getting to me I kick their butts. So I've done alot better with handling myself ,I get better grades which have been A's and B's ever since 9th grade my last report was straight A's, I've gotten choosen to be in the Who's Who Among America's High School Students and The National Socity Of High School Scholors,and have friends who have disabilitys as well so we can see eye to eye.
But it still effects my self esteem and I have BDD as well. But I'm in therapy for it right now so hopefully I can decently repare it.
And I get mocked some for being a vegetarian and an Asexual www.asexuality.org can tell you about it and see if you could be one yourself I'm Shadow girl on there as well. But I learned to forget what others think and worry only about what I think and be happy with who I am.

hi there. fellow "asexual" here.
i've never gotten teased beacuse of it though, beacuse i always hung out with the gsa kids
i know how you feel about the friendship thing though. in high school there were kids i thought were being my friend, but were just using me.
people here wont do that though.
i also have add (supposidly) but i dont have as i have hfa.

Hi there Shadowgirl.
I hope you enjoy WrongPlanet!

And Flea, like you I also have ADHD and HFA.