Hi. I'm new here. I'm not really sure if I should be here or not, but I wanted to see if I could get any advice. Sorry if this turns out a bit wordy.
I don't have an Asperger's diagnosis, but I think I have it. I've always struggled with fitting in, but never considered this diagnosis until recently. I have had several psychiatrists over the last few years, and seem to aquire a new diagnosis with each one. Past labels have included Bipolar Disorder, Avoidant Personality Disorder, Social Phobia, Agoraphobia, Generalised Anxiety Disorder, and my newest one Borderline Personality Disorder. But although I recognise some aspects of myself in most of these labels, none of them completely fit me. Sometimes I think psychiatrists just have favourite labels.
Anyway I started reading more about Asperger's when someone suggested it to me. And it really seems to fit me. I did two online tests, one of which I scored 167/200 for Aspie characteristics and only 36 out of 200 for NT ones. It says I am very likely an Aspie. The other one = AQ test - I scored 43 on, and that too said I might be Aspie. Can I trust this result?
I really need to get an accurate diagnosis, because my life is very confused and difficult. I'm completely socially isolated and haven't worked for years. But I don't think my current psychiatrist will change my diagnosis. She seems very fixed on it and won't listen to any disagreements.
Sorry if I have gone on a bit. Any advice would be appreciated. Thankyou.