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hi its me, kingofmarines. I just want to know more about myself and possibly people who are more like me. I have been browsing this website for about a year now but never decide to post before cause im shy and scared. it is kinda embarssing posting things.

my name: i got my name kingofmarines from MarineKingPrime, my favorite sc2 progamer. he is really cool, and he seems really shy.

my age: i am 18 years old. i graduated high school, it was very tough. i didnt like it. i have no friends, i slept at lunch, and was hard to get up everyday.

my sexuality: i think i am straight, i have never had a girlfriend before. I like girls I think. I really liked this one girl in 11th grade, but i never once talked to her. she seems really nice and i always dream about her, or think about her.

my social: i dont have any friends, and i dont like playing with other people. it seems i always make mistakes and I get mad easily. WHen i try to do good, i cant take criticism well, and always get blamed for things.

my depression: i have suffer from depression all my life , im never happy, I dont even know what happy is. I just live and I live, and i live, i want to try the next step in my life, but i dont know what it is. im not ready to go to college, or to go to jobs.

my looks: I think im ugly I never done anything adult like such as shaving or kissing, or having sex. I want to be happy, but i have extremely low confidence.

my thinking: i like to walk in circles when I think and I like tot sit down and just think. I have noises such as vacuum, or a baby crying. I dont want to be selfish, but I cant help it.

my interest: i really like computer games like sc2, and i play mmo call world of warcraft. I want to buy swTOR when it comes out. I dont know what I want to do when i grow up.

my parent: my mom seems to think there is something wrong with me, as do i, but not my dad. I dont have a good connection with my dad even though I love him alot.

my intelligence: I considering myself a really good thinker, im not particularly fast, but i score very high on my test scores, i dont know how to tke notes, its kinda sad.

autism: i dont know if i have autism or just depression, or shyness, the doctors only say its hard to diagnose. i dont know what the next step in my life.

the website wrongplanet: i want to know if this is a good place for me to try and become happier, or find some answers, let me know if you have advice. thanks.

ps; i can only write at the late hours because im embarrased for posting.

There are some nice people around here. If you're interested in making friends, post on friendship forums and If you find that you feel shy to do so, Just think what can go wrong. At least you gave it a try
Eveyone's got a negative side to them and it's really good that you know about yours and I think being a good thinker balance it all out
Depression sucks but always try and think positive, plan your future, and hopefully, one day you will feel happy in yourself.

Don't be embarrassed, because even If you screw things up, you don't have to "face" it, If you know what I mean. Nobody knows you personally here and you could be ANYONE for all they know.

1: Awesome! another starcraft 2 fan! I`m a big fan of oGsMC and whole off EG!

2: We play the same games! I also plan on buying SWTOR but not sure yet.

Also for the bolded part, don`t be! You`re anonymous and from my experience there are a lot of nice people on Wrongplanet.net!

Welcome!

Welcome to WrongPlanet, kingofmarines.

Welkome to WP!

Mick

Welcome.

Welcome to Wrong Planet!

I think you're courageous for reaching out. The internet has made it possible to reduce isolation so much more than in the past. Imagine if there were no place like this. Thanks to Alex Plank and every single person here who contributes.

The best thing you're doing is reaching out. Try helping other people who are new, and you'll find you're not alone, that you have a lot of strength, and that you have a lot to give.