Yeah, I was a bit nonplussed when I was formally diagnosed with AS earlier this year. One thing I eventually liked, though, is finally being able to meet people who were similar to me. A few people in person, and more people on forums such as this one. It was such a relief, tbh. A regular income is, too. Best of luck in getting a job, hopefully soon.
And welcome to WP.
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It is easy to go down into Hell;
Night and day, the gates of dark Death stand wide;
But to climb back again, to retrace one's steps to the upper air –
There's the rub, the task.
– Virgil, The Aeneid (Book VI)