Ahoy thar.
I'm Benji, I'm nineteen, and I'm... here. I like books, films, animals, punk culture and lots of different music.. and plenty of other things.
I did think about waiting until after my assessment to join up, but decided to just do so now. My assessment is at the end of this month (been waiting since May, and had a lot of problems obtaining one. Let's hope I get the dx otherwise I'll feel like a right plonker - worse than that it'll be back to square one.
On a more serious note I did spend my teens feeling very inadequate and not understanding why I wasn't like everyone else. The first time autism was mentioned was after watching the documentary on the Rain Man DVD. I was about fifteen, or sixteen. My then-boyfriend looked at me and said something along the lines of, "You're autistic!" After that he'd call me autistic as a joke, but then I read a question page in a newspaper (I'm an obsessive reader) and someone described their daughter to the agony aunt, who responded with Asperger's. I researched it for a while and had a lot of doubts before finally becoming convinced that this is what made me different to the people around me.
My uni psychiatrist saw me and said that he felt Asperger's was very likely, but as I was already awaiting a referral to a specialist he could not intervene and refer me (and I think that he could not diagnose me as he felt he knew too little for it to be a valid dx).
I just managed to shrink this webpage, without knowing how I did it. Maybe I should try to fix it...