Lene wrote:
Congratulations!! For me, the scariest part is the moment you open and read the letter. There's a terrifying moment when you think you've read it wrong and you have to reread about 10 times before it sinks in.
Best of luck in the future!
I was pretty sure I was going to be accepted to UMKC, but it is the University of Kansas that has me worried. I kinda hope they don't accept me and here is why. If they accept me there is no way I can pay the tuition without adding to the $17,871.21 USD in student loans I am currently trying to pay back. As I am going to be considered a Missouri resident as I live in Missouri and work in Kansas. Now the dilemma is the University of Kansas is supposed to be an all around better school with better academics and as someone up above pointed out not in the "Hood" like UMKC is, but I have calculated the difference in cost's and as a non-state resident KU is going to cost me ~$28000 more in tuition alone not to mention the gas to drive to Lawrence for class.
Then no mater where I go I doubt I can keep my full-time job as I work M-F 10:30 am CST to 7:00 pm CST, so I will need to take out more loans to help keep my housing situation handled, as even though I live share a house with mother I currently make more than she does and neither of us could afford to go it alone.
Argh now you see where the scared is coming in. Excited to go and learn and get a degree in one of my interests so I can work a job I actually like instead of just going through the motions to keep the one I have. Scared of the path to that place. And I would like to do Grad School but I won't even open that can of worms yet.
P.S. Sorry about the rambling but as my avatar reads "Thanks for Listening"