I had devoted quite some time and attention towards this problem.
After several months of pondering, preceded by years of indecision and aimless wandering, I realized that I am, in fact, a stupid person. For the last half a year, I have pegged my IQ at around 87. Plus minus 5. An utterly serious post, this is, though I can understand why some might reckon otherwise. No matter; the following are my sincere thoughts on this personal matter.
It is difficult for me to read instructions, such as how to assemble a piece of furniture, or the installation of electronics, when they are in paper form. Digital ones are still difficult, but manageable.
I cannot remember things which I have done merely seconds or minutes ago. My mind's capacity for fetching short-term memories seem to be nonexistent. The high-level caches of my CPU seem to be compromised; they can scarcely hold anything due to their leakage.
I don't know what it is like to be able to read a segment of text and understand it on the first or second pass, whether said text is in the form of a textbook, a novel, a short story, a video transcript, a song, or merely scribbles on yellow paper. It is as if I am gazing at them through an impenetrable block of plexiglass.
Things elude me, gliding past me as if a full-grown dolphin. No matter how many times I have attempted, I am unable to grab a hold of it, my hands sliding past its smooth, slick flank, before the dolphin performs a powerful stroke with its muscular tail fin, me reeling in its turbulent wake and gasping for air.
Strange sounds come to me from afar. I cannot concentrate totally, no matter which test I am taking or which paragraph I am reading, my mind frozen into a temporary state of indecision.
It is..... I .....don't know anything anymore..... I can no longer interpret objects and entities in my life in a proper manner...... my mind loves wandering to other planes of existence and I just.... just..... can't anymore....
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//Words are the supreme objects; they are minded things.
//In such seconds of decision entire futures are made.