Sick of breaking down at jobs - just give me SSI plz

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I cannot handle another social job and dont give me find one that isn't social most jobs everywhere have social interactions that litterly always put me in a horrible mood like i want to kill myself so i dont to exist

I CANT DO IT

i feel like ive had a horrible life its time for me to atleast be able to relax off of Social security income or some type of disability program

ive tried to FIT INTO THIS WORLD IVE TRIED REALLY HARD ive been to many treatment programs my parents ahve tried everything an i have let them down my whole life

jUST LET ME GET OUT OF HERE AN LIVE peacefully in solitude somehwere

is it possible for me to get any kind of finacial benefits with aspergers in the US?

im just sick of it all im tired of going from crappy to semi crap its not the JOBS that are hard even a ret*d could work a ticket at a movie theator, but do u know how it makes me feel to be in this world wheN Im smart enough to know i dont belong?

its like being able to see your own death comin and not being able to do anythin about it being as smart as everyone but unable to communicate appropriately

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErVisRpcaPo

You are right. It is hard to find a job when it required social skills. This is why I look for jobs that give me independence and able to enjoy working with what I like to work instead of something I don't like.

I get accused for being picky but I am actually looking after my record. If I can't hold the job for more than 2 months, what is the point when I should be finding job that last longer which later added to my resume. If I spend half of a year changing job, it would waste my time when come to claiming that I have experiences. It also will look like I am a slacker, lazy, or bad behavior type person.

Think about it! What would the employer think if he see that I have change my job 3 times within 6 months?

What even more harder is that I have several disability like my back problem.

This give me more reason to start my own business. To do that, I am waiting for my SSI. Yes go ahead call me a slacker, that how worthless my life is. The only valuable thing I have is my mind.

hey man im just glad to see someone else is having problems as much as me

I worked in IT deptartment for abbott labratories setting up computers once they are relocated, only problem was I had to work with 2 other guys who were super nice but I felt like the odd ball out I was twice as young as them an they thought I was gay when they said I didn't have a current g/f an they were both married an sleepin around

well after 5 months of that horrible experience i move on to another dog babbysittin daycare an guess what im stuck workin with a 18 year old girl who makes me feel like killin myself everytime i go into work cuz I wish i could work alone so i dont feel like a total idiot socially everytime i go to work somewhere

not to mention my boss who thinks i should be some kind of social all star with the customers when they come in to get there dog an tell them what a great time they had make me want to never work again

so again IVE quit 2 jobs in the past 8 months I know i am capable of workin an bein productive but my mind cannot take the amount of awkardness i have to go through on social levels on a regular basis

Want to trade? I like to work near 18 years girl.

Seriously even if I tried filling out application, I would already done that and still get NO jobs.

Sure I passed the lousy personality test and I even try contacting the employer but NO job.

One I even tried to walk to walk up to 5 miles to the interview, the taxi operator at that place felt so sorry for me that he paid $5 to get me back to the bus stop. (I will never forget that)

So finding job have to be more like this?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1dWMIuip ... re=related

lol she is way outa my league and alrdy taking her b/f always stops by im luckily she takes a lot of smoke breaks so i atleast got some alone time

anyway bopka does your mom or dad help you at all with maybe finding a job or anythin or offer any support?

im not asahmed of gettin some help from my parents etc cuz I can't do all this on my own yet.

and dont feel ashamed of getting SSi either if you need it and hvae tried your best to fit in with soceity an they tell you no well then the government should be required to do somethin about it

dont feel bad is all im saying because guess what if i WAS BORN completely 100% normal gettin a job wouldn't suck half as much as being AP an gettin a job because like i said the job makes me depressed alot an is more hurtful to me then helpful right now until I can better fix my problems a job is out of my picture right now.

She a smoker? Eww. Good way to make you look older and die shorter.

My mom help very little, I was even choose to work with job coach. However, the job coach was corrupted and care more about money than helping me. I was already doing a job finding job and applying for application. It was the matter of connecting me to a suitable job that is the problem. I still haven't gone to college because of finance and I won't apply on Financial Aids because my mom income would wreck the federal student loan. I am 22 years old so one more year than I can apply. The government will then stop looking at my mom's income and I can get the whole loan without disruption.

My mom and dad was divorced when I was 7 years old.

I am not proud of getting SSI but I have a good reason to do it if I want to open my own business.

The only good job are independence and that it fit my liking in interest. For example: If I am a good fighter pilot, would it be better to apply for fighter plane job instead of moping the deck?

While flying the plane, you have independence of where to turn your plane without someone telling you beside the usual role of engagement and safety issues concerning piloting including dogfighting techniques.

The job economy is going AWOL dues to illegal immigrant and their irrational people out there saying it a bad excuse. It a matter of imperialism and materialism when the company want "cheaper" labour compares to someone getting paid for $7 an hour. By the way, people tend to put big family in one house when they belong in two house. Beat the low minumum wages system and still able to support house. I can't stand that! I don't like being crowded with bunches of people, it effect my bathing routine when I need to clean myself. No one steal my Social Security ID... no one or I will kill them. Stealing social security meaning that they stole your life. You can't exist without social security ID.

I can't even get a job. Maybe I just don't make good impressions when I apply, or maybe my Associate of Science degree in Fine Art is just a worthless document. Maybe I'm unqualified for everything. Or maybe it's the crappy economy that everybody is complaining about. But I've applied for all kinds of jobs, and I never hear from them again.

I really don't want any kind of job that involves dealing with people. I hate people. But almost anything would be worth the trouble just to have some source of income. I'm trying to continue my education and get myself a BFA, but at this rate I may not be able to afford to continue. And at the same time, with all my loans stacked up, I can't really afford to stop. I'm worried that I'll have to drop out and move back home because I simply don't have the money to keep going.

Yeah and try going out to interview for a job when your head is now shaking like a bobble-head due to too much antidepressant medication. And now you have facial tics due to too much antidepressant medication over too many years.

My family - like totally non-supportive - tell me that I "look weird" the way I move my mouth (facial tics only starting this year 2007).

I practice many times a day to relax! and try to keep my mouth relaxed. I find that smiling a little seems to control the mouth tics.

With my neck shaking like a bobble-head, I concentrate on a deep relaxation to keep my head still. But that is a tough thing to do while on a job interview and having to concentrate on 15-second answers to behavioral interview questions.

Yeah - I have worked in upper management and know al about behavioral interviews. They are cutting and brutal - and all corporations do them now. I have seen 30 great candidates come in for a job, and not get hired because of this or that - crazy stuff!! And the company would rather have an un-filled position, than have a "less than perfect" person to fill the job.

It is more than brutal out there now. Colleges are pumping graduates into the workforce now - and corporations want "only the best". I think the job economy out there is far worse than the news media is saying.

Good luck everybody posting here and hoping...