a more realistic strategy might be to read some books (you need to be careful as to which ones, as, with poor choices this may make your symptoms worse), get out and about and observe the world around you, and form some opinions. don't allow them to become too fixed, but at the same time try and avoid too much mainstream media etc.
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?Civil government, so far as it is instituted for the security of property, is in reality instituted for the defense of the rich against the poor, or of those who have some property against those who have none at all.?
Adam Smith