15 Sep 2010, 1:39 am
Even though some people tell me I am helpful to them, for the most part I find myself rejected.
Even though I'm told on occasion, I'm one of the "sweetest" people they know, I can't seem to keep a friend. And the two that I did truely connect with, both died...Go figure. 
Does anyone else here feel like God doesn't like them?
Emotional pain from past and present is so often unbearable...
No family support...
My son seems to have even disowned me....
Just feeling really tired and woren out from the struggle.
Me (I wish I could)
15 Sep 2010, 2:37 am
Hi Anjie....
Beautiful spelling of your name BTW. My name is Ali and I just wanted to say Hi and let you know that Yes LIFE is ALWAYS worth it. God does not dislike anyone, in fact He loves each and everyone of us daily. Life for humans IS difficult whether or not if you have a challenging life. I myself suffer from anxiety, my son was just dx'd on the spectrum and my oldest daughter has BiPolar. Somedays I too feel like giving up and giving in, however no matter how down I feel, I always know I am loved and so many others out there face much more difficult challenges in life than I do. I always rely on a strength within myself to carry me through and always have hope that things will get better, even when they are challenging at the moment.
I don't know you, but I can tell you that I do care about you and your life! And if you ever need someone to talk to, I will be here for you.
Take care, Ali 
15 Sep 2010, 2:38 am
Hi Anjie....
Was wondering if you like music? I know when I am down, I always like to listen to music. It is very soothing to me and takes my mind off my current problems. Just a little known fact about me
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