concidering Suicide?

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Last night I probably hit one of my worst points, I walked the streets I got angry, I shouted, I swore I cried, Then I decided I was going to kill myself, I picked up a piece of glass from the street and started to slash my wrists, they are pritty artificial, (it was a very blunt piece of glass) anyway once it started bleeding I realised i needed help I went to my GP the secretery wouldn't let me see him, the other one commented on how this is the third time I have been in, so I showed them my wrist and told them to get him or I am killing myself. I seen my doctor and for awhile I just cried and cried. He is a vey good doctor and is supporting me with loads, today i feel down still but much better my wrist hurts and so does my head, but the thing is.

If you are going through a bad patch or wanting to harm yourself, it is only temporary, please find somebody to talk to. This isn't the first time that I have attempted to kill myself or wanted to. But talking about it realy does help. If you cannot see your GP, PARENT, FRIEND ETC then find the number for samaritans or your country/regions comparison. Dont let it build up.

I hope you feel better emotionally and physically soon Glass.


Perhaps it would be a good idea to put up a sticky in the haven of various groups like the Samaritans for each country.

Here are two links:
http://www.samaritans.org/talk_to_someone.aspx
(and for people who's first language isn't English) www.befrienders.org

Thankx lost alien.

You should phone your local suicide hotline.

Sorry for what happened. I know the feeling but i've never acted on it in the same way.

I hope you're feeling a little better now.

to the OP, i wish i could impart on thee sufficient fighting spirit to want to stick around and be a general thorn in the side of meanies everywhere. you well know the painfulness of some human experience, which makes you the perfect person to help others that are hurting, or at least to intercede when bullies inflict pain on the vulnerable. that is the sole reason i am still alive, aside from being too chicken to do myself in. please keep up the good fight, for your sake as well as serving as a hopeful example for the rest of us who struggle to find a reason to stick around.

Ironic username is ironic.

Thanks to everybody who has replied. And apart from going through a bad patch last night I am doing good now. I hope that I help somebody b understanding that no matter how life gets you in no matter what situation, you can eventualy drag yourself round and make a better life for yourself you just need to keep fighting and getting the help you need.