scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-3 this morning when I had a complete meltdown.

+1 now. I'm still annoyed and a bit down.

-5

I just drove my 1988 oldsmobile to my new apartment. I have a newer car, 2005 corola, and it's just fine. (I hate the 2009 cobald!) yay.... It looks like that car, and that one, and that other one over there. 'sigh' As I drove the moldmobile here, people were watching, thinking "gee what a piece of #$%". Which reminded me of one thing. Looking the same sucks!I'm still a little sad that the oldmobile's engine is ruined.

+2 today, which is not real great but, it's better than yesterday. Financial problems are a major contributing factor to the constant depresion. Plus, relationship inabilities don't help matters.

5- the thought insertion at times becomes unbearable. I have good news though! My amazing contact might get me doing a speech at Princeton University! This is on top of speaking at the UN!! !! They might actually pay me to speak since they are rich at that school!! !! My speaking career is taking off like crazy, much faster than anyone thought was possible. I never imagined that I would be speaking at these big time places so soon. I hope it is all expenses paid. I don't know if I will be speaking at the psychology class about autism/ schizophrenia or what. I don't have very much information. Or it might be another parent's group type of thing because they have that there, I just looked at their site. I have no clue how long the speech will be if I speak there, its not definite yet like the UN. I will find out at the end of the month. My contact is also trying to get me into Princeton's art gallery as well. The other bad news is that Bush is so stupid that he is taking more money out of dad's paycheck because he is old enough to retire but can't yet because he doesn't have enough money to retire, he is going to retire when my business can support us. Bush passed that law this year. It has to do with taxes or something or the other. He is so stupid, he just ruins everything and destroyed this country along with many others in the world. It is a world wide depression, not just in the US and a mild nothing recession. He must be proud of himself! He goes on about his "successes" which means nothing. For example, he brags about 52 months of job growth. What about all the jobs that are gone which is more than the supposed job growth he is talking about. Millions of jobs are lost and every single day you read about how big time companies are laying off a lot of people because of this "great" economy. Soon I will have to support my family with my speaking and art career. Speakers that are big make big bucks, and so do famous artists. Ones who are not well known don't get any money. They are poor. Every zoo and other place said that they are going to order in February, (maybe all on my birthday!! !! ! {that is Feb. 19th}) so I bring good luck! By the way, Feb. 4th is coming up soon which is my speech at the Capitol. I can't wait to tell my STARS meeting about this because they know all about the autism day at the capitol building. They don't know that I will speak though. In case you are wondering, STARS is a group for people with developmental disabilities such as autism and Down's. Most of them are a lot more severe than me, but there is this one person who speaks all the time at places. So, in all I am happy and scared at the same time. That's all from the Famous Artist and Famous Speaker!

+3 I'm slowly climbing, so lets see how far it will go this time.

+4. I had to take Mr Jinx to the emergency room for a Urinary Tract Infection. I felt so bad for the little guy. He was prescribed amoxycillin, which is a pink liquid
that I have to squirt down his mouth 2 times a day. He does not like it since it smells like bubblegum and from my experiences with it when I was a kid, tastes
terrible. He is almost back to 100% still sleeping more than usual though. Over the weekend he would hide behind the couch and hiss and growl at me. He is back to his sweet old self though

-10
(i'm. such. a. fail.)

Still rising. Today I would rate a +3.5.

0 I think I'm being misconstrued....

-11.
(wishiwasdead)

+4. I had to take Mr Jinx to the emergency room for a Urinary Tract Infection. I felt so bad for the little guy. He was prescribed amoxycillin, which is a pink liquid
that I have to squirt down his mouth 2 times a day. He does not like it since it smells like bubblegum and from my experiences with it when I was a kid, tastes
terrible. He is almost back to 100% still sleeping more than usual though. Over the weekend he would hide behind the couch and hiss and growl at me. He is back to his sweet old self though

Still at +3.5

+10. It's my birthday!!

^Happy birthday.




+4 I'm much better now that I got my heater working. I woke up today and it was very cold in the house, so I had to do a little trouble-shooting. I think it's OK now.

+30

I coped with an angry moron today, and didn't cry or smack myself over his worthless person.

About him being so amasingly stupid...

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