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In my dictatorship, the penalty for chatting in the library is DEATH!

SROIJGOISRJIORHJ why must glandular fever persist in destroying me 6 months and i still have the immune system of an 80 year old SOIRHGHMTROI and you cheap shyte Australian internet providers are going to contract my infernal glandular fever and hopefully explode and go to hell GAH

You are irritating. (:

Being the damned methodical person I am ... ran a test of dating-worthiness. Talked to and gave my name and phone # to 50 random girls I liked that I met in college & in random places throughout april-may and june.

Not one called. A perfect match for my online dating site results.

'If it happens once its an accident, twice is a coincidence; three times is a conspiracy.'

I wonder what 50 times means

I feel violated at how everyone knows in my family of things I never openly discuss.

That, and now looking back how I hate myself and my supposed hypochondria.

It's called the past for a reason. It's like someone's dug up my old self and has put it on show for everyone to rape.

It can't be helped in this age of paranoia. 9 times out of 10 I am usually unwell for a reason. I can't be too careful.

The one day I don't get something checked out will probably turn out to be Cancer or something ridiculous. Law of sod will dictate this, and I will have the last laugh.

Rant over.

Why must people keep questioning me about getting a job?

"So, how's the job hunt going?, " they ask when they know full well it's going nowhere. I think they have this idea that bugging me about it is going to spur me on and inspire me or something, but it doesn't. It just makes me feel depressed and stupid.

And then I feel angry because I was in a good mood and now I feel like crap again. I just want them to leave me be.

For some reason I feel like this might be directed at me. I think I am probably just very paranoid but I looked at this and thought "Oh no. Emlion's talking about me."

No! Not at all. You're lovely!

(i was talking about .. someone who would most likely read this, so i shall not say. )

angry is not allowed in this family everyone must be satisfied, successful and bright and cheery and gregarious and respectful and religious and toe the line and responsible at all times and love their oh so prestigious careers and be full of freakin hubris and strong and in the limelight and competitive and a winner and root for the underdog and god forbid make us embarrassed and not only that you'd better get all A's.
there's more but I'll stop there for now.

Me?

Doctors should not work with salespeople, not even eye doctors.

useless, useless, useless, useless, useless.

Oh, don't be silly. You're not.

it's a rant thread. i'm allowed.

Muh. Bad day.

I wish people would just tell me what is going on, i can't deal with not knowing. ARGH!