My life was a misfire

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@ASS-P - I took the liberty of calling Senior Network Services. As it turns out, you have to be 60 and over to receive assistance from them. I spoke to the receptionist, Nadine, who did steer me in the right direction on your behalf. She gave me the names, phone numbers and addresses of places that could help you in SC.

Homeless Persons Health Project
115a Coral St.,
831-454-2080
http://www.santacruzhealth.org/HSAHome/ ... oject.aspx
"We provide comprehensive health care and housing in an effort to eliminate homelessness in our community."

Louden Nelson Community Center
301 Center St.,
831-420-6180
http://www.cityofsantacruz.com/governme ... ity-center
They give classes in how to use computers.

...I'm Aspire. I'm autistic. I can't " LIVE " in that sense. Especially with me old now . If I just had my TLPOP, that would allow me to move forward .
One phone call by me to some office is not going to get me the TLPOP. I will just endless " It"s not my department) they"re not in today ". I AM undersupplied with tech and knowledge of it, I AM scarred. I AM minus paperwork to point to if I had some faceless clerk asking me for this and that, my records ARE especially lost and I AM emotionally scarred by all that's happened before .
If I had some back-up - help - in tracking down the TLPOP, it cod be different.
Despite RU's lie, I am not asking for someone " to go to meetings " ! I only want to uncover the TLPOP. If I had them I could then think about applying, as I would have the TLPOP myself and it wouldn't matter whether a clerk sent them or not. Then I could move on.
Do you want me. KK, to be your " bad boy " cliche and get into barroom fights over kissing the Dames and supping the drinks, etc.? If I was a " bad boy " and did so would you be pleased and then help me ?
Thank you, RR. At my health/mobility level, classes are a bit much now -. and I may be out of this room soon, and I may have an operation soon, so getting to classes...
Again, just having the TLPOP would mean that my lack of control and certitude over the transcripts at hand.
I could then, this having been solved, move on to something else. It would just take a little help ...

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...If I was " colorful ' enough to do a Brendan Behan-Dylan Thomas impersonation and get into fights at taverns
, kissing the barmaid and Samsung the glasses into the wall, would I then be enough of a entertaining bad boy for you to live through vicariously that you would be pleased, and THEN.help me get my TLPOP?







tiekortie"]I'd like to hear more about you life, ASS-P There's probably some extreme sadness in it----but I bet there's some funny moments, too. And moments of wisdom, too.

I wish you'd forget about that TLPOP for a little while.

That's Charles Bukowski, basically. The man who has LIVED.....[/quote]

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Well I remember at least one if not two very long threads not that long ago, where uni got put on the back burner for the brother's stuff emergency. There was no way on earth that could possibly be taken care of without a member becoming personally involved. Yet apparently that did work out.

Along with that there was the bank card that couldn't be gotten because all past attempts blew up. A few other things too I don't remember the acronym for. And that's just recent history.

Now instead of pages and pages of insisting some member must become personally involved with setting up uni, someone has to set up getting high school transcripts first. It's just that one thing, even though before that it was all about getting uni set up with no mention of the tlpop.

It's just always going to be one pretext after another about how some member absolutely must contact privately and become personally involved.

..." One phone.call " won't get me the TLPOP. It would likely get me more " go die/go to hell " from admissions-offfice clerks . Now, if I had back-up - help - encouragement, and I don"t mean a message board post - I could do it.
I'm a boring, nerdy, old-ish and crippled Aspire. I can't a Tom Waits impersonation - Bukowski - if that"s what I have to do for someone to want to help me:(.



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jut had my TLPOP, that would allow me to move forward .
One phone call by me to some office is not going to get me the TLPOP. I will just endless " It"s not my department) they"re not in today ". I AM undersupplied with tech and knowledge of it, I AM scarred. I AM minus paperwork to point to if I had some faceless clerk asking me for this and that, my records ARE especially lost and I AM emotionally scarred by all that's happened before .
If I had some back-up - help - in tracking down the TLPOP, it cod be different.
Despite RU's lie, I am not asking for someone " to go to meetings " ! I only want to uncover the TLPOP. If I had them I could then think about applying, as I would have the TLPOP myself and it wouldn't matter whether a clerk sent them or not. Then I could move on.
Do you want me. KK, to be your " bad boy " cliche and get into barroom fights over kissing the Dames and supping the drinks, etc.? If I was a " bad boy " and did so would you be pleased and then help me ?
Thank you, RR. At my health/mobility level, classes are a bit much now -. and I may be out of this room soon, and I may have an operation soon, so getting to classes...
Again, just having the TLPOP would mean that my lack of control and certitude over the transcripts at hand.
I could then, this having been solved, move on to something else. It would just take a little help ...[/quote]

It certainly wouldn’t hurt anything to make one phone call and see what help you could get...

Sometimes we have to work hard in our own behalf to get what we want.[/quote]

I don't mean, literally, being Charles Bukowski, ASS-P.

I mean.....write like him. Talk about your past life. That's what I mean. WRITE like him. Discuss what's happened in your life. You're taking me too literally, man!

I don't want to get my ass kicked---so why should I want YOU to get you ass kicked?

...The TLPOP are very lost, and I have nothing I can say to some clerk - I have no paperwork to cite, no refer, just a story which will inevitably be answered with " Well, apply and they'll take care of everything for you! " as if I hadn't frieed that and had my face spat in!






princess"]

..." One phone.call " won't get me the TLPOP. It would... likely get me more " go die/go to hell " from admissions-offfice clerks . Now, if I had back-up - help - encouragement, and I don"t mean a message board post - I could do it.
I'm a boring, nerdy, old-ish and crippled Aspire. I can't a Tom Waits impersonation - Bukowski - if that"s what I have to do for someone to want to help me:(.



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jut had my TLPOP, that would allow me to move forward .
One phone call by me to some office is not going to get me the TLPOP. I will just endless " It"s not my department) they"re not in today ". I AM undersupplied with tech and knowledge of it, I AM scarred. I AM minus paperwork to point to if I had some faceless clerk asking me for this and that, my records ARE especially lost and I AM emotionally scarred by all that's happened before .
If I had some back-up - help - in tracking down the TLPOP, it cod be different.
Despite RU's lie, I am not asking for someone " to go to meetings " ! I only want to uncover the TLPOP. If I had them I could then think about applying, as I would have the TLPOP myself and it wouldn't matter whether a clerk sent them or not. Then I could move on.
Do you want me. KK, to be your " bad boy " cliche and get into barroom fights over kissing the Dames and supping the drinks, etc.? If I was a " bad boy " and did so would you be pleased and then help me ?
Thank you, RR. At my health/mobility level, classes are a bit much now -. and I may be out of this room soon, and I may have an operation soon, so getting to classes...
Again, just having the TLPOP would mean that my lack of control and certitude over the transcripts at hand.
I could then, this having been solved, move on to something else. It would just take a little help ...

_________________
Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Just as I'm crippled and at times need help getting up - I am crippled regarding the list-ness of the TLPOP, and my past experiences, and my lack of paperwork-references to cite, and my underability regarding connecting. And need help in trying to dig it up.
The TLPOP are the magic keys to the kingdom .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

If you can’t handle making a few phone calls, how do you think you’d manage college?

There’s lots of paperwork, registering for classes, and computer work - not to mention writing papers and homework.

I received my high school diploma through a correspondence school which my state didn’t recognize. The college did, however. I had to take my GED when I was in college to qualify for financial aid. It was no big deal.

@ASS-P - What's the name of the school you're trying to get your transcripts from? And what year did you graduate? I'll see if I can get your transcripts to you.