jdcnosse wrote:
I'm seriously considering that killing myself is the only way out of this misery. I've actually had the though cross my mind for the very first time today.
It just keeps getting worse and worse and worse and worse. I honestly don't know what to do, what to say, what to feel anymore.
I'm angry and sad all of the time. I just found out today that she's f**king this new guy of hers, because she's a wh**e.
I have no job, not going to school, and I don't do anything interesting with my spare time. I'm just a complete loser.
Read what I wrote once again. And again, and again, until you understand. Put some good music on, go to the gym, work out, meet some friends and just wait. If you give up easily, then you are a loser. But if you persevere and won't let anything take you down, then you're a winner. I am a winner and so you can be.