Yep. That just happened.

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[quote="Jeros"]I got suspended for my actions taken when I saw the kids kicking my car.



^^^ So typical of NT's to take it out on the person who didn't start the sh*t. One should not have to put up with kids doing that kind of thing.
Since being diagnosed, which was only 5 yrs ago at age 45, I have begun to realize that the world is badly run and not always a fair place, and all revolves around fat wallets and shallow, meaningless social niceties. I made up my mind when I joined WP after discovering it, to learn as much as possible, and to help make the world a better place for those on the spectrum by helping where possible. We all have our dark sides which some out when there's some injustice or other, but don't take it personally. The NT world is weird and the priorities are all skew.

Best wishes; take things one calm step at a time.

When I got up yesterday, my mom and I had a really good heart to heart. Haven't really "talked" about anything in years. Showed her my post's on here, hug'd it out. Bought a COROLLA (So happy to be driving MY FAV CAR AGAIN!) For *cue drum roll please* $1,000!. Only problems with it are it could use a clear coat and wiper blades. 242,400 miles, but for a Corolla that's Nothing. Seriously, Corolla's are AMAZING CARS. I've found a mechanic I can trust! And I got him the job at Dominoes too lol.

I didn't know it, but the car has a sticker on the front top middle of the windshield. 4-14. My birthday. The first song on the Radio - Linkin Park "I wanna heal..I wanna feel, what I thought was never real. I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so looooooooooonnnnnngggg......." Started singing, laughing, and crying all at the same time....Happy tears. I think I'm finally starting to learn how to love myself, and forgive myself. So easy to do that for other people, but I think everyone holds themselves up to a higher standard in their own mind's eye...

Taking it one day at a time, don't wanna get ahead of myself, but when I get in those bad ways...This may sound...WHATEVER!! - I know when I get in those dark places, where nothing but the negativity is cranked up to max, I can vent it out loud, here. I'm not a religious man, but I'm thanking the great spaghetti monster in the sky for this site. I've needed a way to release for so long....I. . ./moment please

/Cue more happy tears...lol