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auntblabby
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02 Apr 2014, 12:02 pm

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I think the mods are mad at me too being an emotional wreck Ive been doing really stupid crap the past few days and let my emotions get to me and if I get attacked or try to stick up for myself I will end up in trouble so I start to attack myself instead as well I don't want to hurt other people I really don't! Ive been really screwing sh*t up and making an absolute failure and a fool of myself.

don't let stupid people get your goat, if you do that then you are letting them win. don't let them win, turn your back on them and pay more attention to the people who are good for you instead.
The thing is I get curious, I try and help others with good intentions and lighten things up but I only make things worse, I am a failure at helping anyone It hurts its hurting inside I am not sure if I can maintain a decent conversation right now I am resisting the urge to self harm at this moment.

please don't hurt yourself, you only have one body and cannot get a replacement when that one is wrecked. nobody on earth is worth maiming yourself over. here is a little secret I learned decades too late - it doesn't matter if you actually help anybody or not, it is the INTENT of helping that counts. the main thing is that you are NOT intentionally hurting anybody.



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02 Apr 2014, 12:10 pm

auntblabby wrote:
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I think the mods are mad at me too being an emotional wreck Ive been doing really stupid crap the past few days and let my emotions get to me and if I get attacked or try to stick up for myself I will end up in trouble so I start to attack myself instead as well I don't want to hurt other people I really don't! Ive been really screwing sh*t up and making an absolute failure and a fool of myself.

don't let stupid people get your goat, if you do that then you are letting them win. don't let them win, turn your back on them and pay more attention to the people who are good for you instead.
The thing is I get curious, I try and help others with good intentions and lighten things up but I only make things worse, I am a failure at helping anyone It hurts its hurting inside I am not sure if I can maintain a decent conversation right now I am resisting the urge to self harm at this moment.

please don't hurt yourself, you only have one body and cannot get a replacement when that one is wrecked. nobody on earth is worth maiming yourself over. here is a little secret I learned decades too late - it doesn't matter if you actually help anybody or not, it is the INTENT of helping that counts. the main thing is that you are NOT intentionally hurting anybody.
The urge is strong I am so mad at my self and feel like hurting myself for further punishment for my failure I am also trying not to break down in tears right now but they are coming out.


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02 Apr 2014, 12:22 pm

Taking a deep breath putting my pocket knife away from on top of my dresser into my dresser so I don't try to cut myself keeping my hands busy so i don't scratch myself punch myself and resisting the urge to bite myself.


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02 Apr 2014, 12:32 pm

Stop it right now. You are going over the top. Take a breath, watch a movie. Stop trying to evoke sympathy out of other people. You're a grown man. Deal with it.


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02 Apr 2014, 1:07 pm

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Taking a deep breath putting my pocket knife away from on top of my dresser into my dresser so I don't try to cut myself keeping my hands busy so i don't scratch myself punch myself and resisting the urge to bite myself.

why not let yourself cry and let it out? why let people pressure you into bottling it up inside you? when I was in a similar situation many times before when I was young, I'd go out into the woods and scream myself hoarse, and I would feel better afterwards.



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02 Apr 2014, 1:39 pm

auntblabby wrote:
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Taking a deep breath putting my pocket knife away from on top of my dresser into my dresser so I don't try to cut myself keeping my hands busy so i don't scratch myself punch myself and resisting the urge to bite myself.

why not let yourself cry and let it out? why let people pressure you into bottling it up inside you? when I was in a similar situation many times before when I was young, I'd go out into the woods and scream myself hoarse, and I would feel better afterwards.
That is not a bad idea im going to got for a long bike ride ive already cried my eyes out


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02 Apr 2014, 1:39 pm

auntblabby wrote:
AspieOtaku wrote:
Taking a deep breath putting my pocket knife away from on top of my dresser into my dresser so I don't try to cut myself keeping my hands busy so i don't scratch myself punch myself and resisting the urge to bite myself.

why not let yourself cry and let it out? why let people pressure you into bottling it up inside you? when I was in a similar situation many times before when I was young, I'd go out into the woods and scream myself hoarse, and I would feel better afterwards.
That is not a bad idea im going to got for a long bike ride ive already cried my eyes out


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02 Apr 2014, 1:48 pm

Sorry you are feeling down.There's no reason for you to leave,everyone has differences of opinions.The bike ride is a good idea,take some time to clear your head of negative thoughts.
Please don't hurt yourself.


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02 Apr 2014, 1:54 pm

Exercising such as cycling should make you feel better. I do a lot of running and it's a stress reliever. You have been in meltdown mode but it will pass. I also go through brief phases when I think everyone hates me but they never last long. You have much of value to offer here on WP and I for one, like to see healthy and non-judgmental interaction between members.

Doing things in the emotional heat of the moment never works. Sometimes I reach for a calming pill if I feel in need of one; they work for me, other times better to just withdraw from the situation until one can cope again.

We all have our various dark sides to put to rest and are here (or should be here) to help each other as well as ourselves. Don't give up on WP because of a few bad experiences!



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02 Apr 2014, 2:05 pm

I remember you having a similar thread some months, maybe a year ago.

You seem to be going round and round in the same pattern and unhappy with the result, which is the same result as last time.

What did you learn last time? What changes did you make? If the answer is nothing and none then maybe you should spend more time examining yourself and your actions. People might encourage you but can't fix you from the outside.



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02 Apr 2014, 2:33 pm

How about you stop trying to help women out on the forum. Also you posting all those youtube videos is annoying because it makes it so hard for the page to load because of all those videos you post. I wish there was a way to block them so I can turn them on when I want to.


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02 Apr 2014, 2:37 pm

the OP is doing the best he knows how, to be a good person.



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02 Apr 2014, 2:51 pm

He got upset at a thread on the womens' forum he posted on, because he posted a video that was irrelevant to the discussion and a couple of women were upset about it and asked him not to post that sort of thing. Then another woman made a post saying that men shouldn't be allowed to posted in womens' discussion. Most disagreed anyway.

But AspieOtaku has been blowing it all out of proportion. He's been saying that the women were being sexist and excluding him, and bashing men. It is completely untrue, and unfair that he made those accusations. And he is making such a huge drama out of it all even though some have tried to explain it to him.

Now we are fed up, because he refuses to listen and he keeps trying to squeeze out sympathy from people.


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02 Apr 2014, 2:53 pm

has he done any real harm?



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02 Apr 2014, 2:57 pm

You are missing the point. I'm done explaining.


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02 Apr 2014, 5:51 pm

Well Im back after a long bike ride and I feel a bit better now after going back and going through a few posts I missed I did misread certain messages and took things the wrong way and had trouble listening on a rational level because I was in meltdown mode. I made a mistake and overreacted to the responses. Sorry for not listening clearly smudge. http://www.wrongplanet.net/posts255514-start30.html I now got the message my mind during meltdown mode is like when the computer hits the blue screen of death.


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