AspieOtaku wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
AspieOtaku wrote:
I think the mods are mad at me too being an emotional wreck Ive been doing really stupid crap the past few days and let my emotions get to me and if I get attacked or try to stick up for myself I will end up in trouble so I start to attack myself instead as well I don't want to hurt other people I really don't! Ive been really screwing sh*t up and making an absolute failure and a fool of myself.
don't let stupid people get your goat, if you do that then you are letting them win. don't let them win, turn your back on them and pay more attention to the people who are good for you instead.
The thing is I get curious, I try and help others with good intentions and lighten things up but I only make things worse, I am a failure at helping anyone It hurts its hurting inside I am not sure if I can maintain a decent conversation right now I am resisting the urge to self harm at this moment.
please don't hurt yourself, you only have one body and cannot get a replacement when that one is wrecked. nobody on earth is worth maiming yourself over. here is a little secret I learned decades too late - it doesn't matter if you actually help anybody or not, it is the INTENT of
helping that counts. the main thing is that you are NOT
intentionally hurting anybody.