I'm going to commit suicide

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I truly hope you don't go through with it.

If you did, there might be some discoveries that didn't happen because you went through with it.

Hey I'm not sure if it will help, but as you mentioned you've been worried about what you've posted since October. It's mid Jan now, has anything actually changed right now? It's easy and natural to take a negative look on things, we all at times let our fears and anxieties warp what is really going on, but that doesn't mean it's all over. I don't know what's going on so I don't doubt there are problems in your life, but don't think that the only answer is to end it.

It's going to be tough, but I think if you can talk to people you can get the support you need. I know you don't want to use the site for what ever reason you think that relieving yourself on here will make your life harder, but you'll find many people who will be able to help.

I hope, as many others on here will, that you are able to read this and that you can get through another day. There's no easy answers, but if you can get through this then you can break these negative thoughts and once you've over come that major and tough hurdle, which I hope you can, then you'll be able to enjoy your life and spread joy to others.

PLEASE DO NOT KILL YOURSELF :heart:

please do not kill yourself ............

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Well, if the posts actually pose any threat to his identity, then some could figure out where he is and call help for him. Hope it's not too late already.

please do not do it

Emotional blackmail, on a site where people are very, VERY susceptible to lies, outright lies and dishonesty
is probably excusable if your really suicidal.

But, you've got our attention now, so don't do it!


Let's talk

This really saddens me to read this I don't know what to say, just hope you have come to your senses. There is so much you can do to pull yourself out of this darkness.

Indeed. The OP is unlikely to have his demands met due to technical issues, and threatening suicide will not change that at all.

@Nick80: There are alternatives to suicide. Have you considered them?

I hope it doesn't kill you, there are so many things worth living for in this world and I don't think some posts would ruin your life even if people found out, theres always a solution
Been a while since I last turned my switch on. I also hate my life so much to be honest, I have to live around people I don't want to live around and under circumstances I hate that I can't get rid of, I also hate myself and my personality but I can't change it, I'm not satisfied. But I never thought suicide would be a solution anyway

Don't do it. Think about your future. A lot of good things can happen in your favour if you keep yourself alive. I was suicidal 25 years ago at the age of 15. After much thinking and muddling through, I've decided not to kill myself. There are so many good things that's happened to me over the past 24 years. Most related to my special interests, but still.

Tell yourself you'll think about doing it...tomorrow
and say the same thing every day

But next time you post something you don't want others to read, post it in the Members Only section

So I'm not the only one who's mildly suspicious of this post?

Just a note for the concerned: he's done this before. It was over me not deleting his posts. I was working at the time. I came home to a message about how he was going to kill myself, and to "keep telling yourself you're a good person".
He'll live.

According to his profile he was logged in only a few hours ago.

I can't ever imagine myself living in a world where someone should have to give into frivolous demands on the account of "Do this or I'll kill myself." I don't want the OP to do it as much as anyone but it's completely uncool to blackmail anyone in this way.

Exactly, or to threaten with lawsuits as he'd done before - for "psychological injury" as we weren't willing to oblige with his request of removing cca 800 posts + replies and quotes of his posts, since apparently neither we nor those who invested time and energy to reply to his posts and threads matter.