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Ohh OK,I thought that was a bit crazy,( kicking you out)

...Yeah , but , even though the present No. 3 is meant to be temporary , they were speaking of transfering me back to 1 or 2 already , as I have already said : !
I have improved sommewhat , but I am still , fpr instance , coughing greatly ~ and I do get tired walking , and lose my balance and quickly correct it , and have had heart/breast musle strain .(

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...From the position I am in , I don't have the ability to adopt a vegan diet - Just as , as I have pointed out , I do not have the ability to use a computer at length , I am limited to time-constrained library times (I've given details in my " me and computers " line) , and so , along with my lack of equipment/extended access to any , can't really " teach myself " as I think people picture it .
And , remember , the recent cash theft/belt breaking/shoe theft adds even MORE ! to the ~ HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS ~ of dollars that things being
stolen (by " my peers " I suppose)
taken away/filed - Still gone (by the shelter staffs ~ stll gone foever - from me - and , thus , stolen)
or used up/lost that were mine !
If I had that money I could try and rebuild/get some things ~ But hundreds and hundreds of dollars of my money , over these last months since the S.F. shelter stays began , have gone to that !

ASS-P wrote:

...I shoulda writ " respite " shelter , medical/recovery-oriented ~ It is also a " drying out/sobering " shelter , I guess both folks (like I) who have no alk/drugs problem and those who are , and is , I guess , a fairly lenient " You don't have to be in a program/trying to go straight , however , you can't do nothin' here . Do it outside of here . " rule .
In honor of this I may buy myself a Bud with Clamato , or a PBR or a little Havey's Bristol Cream/Bailey's ~ Jack Daniels ? ~ bottle .

I read your signature. Severe lifestyle modifications are a lot better than dying, especially of the stuff you're talking about. Did they suggest like a vegan diet or something else like that? No smoking, super light or no drinking? It's hard, but you will feel so much better that you won't miss your old lifestyle.

We need you to stick around for our sake at least.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I am getting charity , so to speak , in this " Respite "shelter ~ I eat the food they serve there . It is not vegan .
Really , finding some sort of " vegan squat " out of the " punker Eighties " , or adopting some Johnny Appleseed kind of lifestyle myself and scaring up/preparing vegan food seem to be the only way I could do that , and , my ill-suitedness for communal liife aside , I don't know that the first exists anymore , and for the second , I'd really have to build up the ability to do it , and would need seed money , at the very least , to do so ~ food preserving equipment/ preparation .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I go into it more at the " Gaining weight " post in this forum but I had an interaction with staff at the Respite that additionally underlined something that I have thought ~ That it's maybe not all that fruitful/likely for me to hope for SF social services to get me a place .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!