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Wow, this seems l like something of an over-reaction... everyone in this thread has been nice to you with the possible exception of Tequila, who was ambiguous. Maybe you knew what he was talking about but I don't think the rest of us did. I think you are a nice person with a friendly face ... maybe highly tortured by your life circumstances, but I wish you nothing but good.

What is this about fortune telling methods? Can you say more about that? I have done a little tarot card reading. It's too bad the doctor and social worker didn't appreciate your predictions, but not entirely surprising. I would only read tarot cards for someone who sincerely wants to hear what I have to say. Unsolicited fortune telling may be both embarrassing and overly personal, for someone who has a primarily professional relationship with you.

So please tell me what your methods are. I'm interested!

I think Tequila’s post was a joke about the username Cannibal?

Bea I'm not referring to people who have posted in this thread. I just know a couple of other people have put not so subtle references to me in other threads on the forum. Tequila made a harmless joke, I'm not offended by that.

I use tarot cards and rune stones for the fortune telling. Perhaps it might seem overly personal for a professional to receive a reading, on the other hand I only have two friends where I live and I'm not feeling up to meeting new people, I'm too shy. I am hoping the professioanls recommend me to other people.

People have been nice to me in this thread, I appreciate that. Sorry if I gave the wrong impression.

smile.... would you do a tarot reading or runes for me? Tell me what you need from me.

I'd be happy to, yeah. Would you like to receive it in private or would you rather I post it here?

I'll be going offline for a few hours, upon return I'll do it.

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so bad at the moment.

Going to the Dr is the best thing. I've had to seek help recently myself.

I don't really have any advice to offer, it I hope your treatment works for you.

You say those around you aren't interested in the things you are. What kind of interests do you have?

Thank you - either way is fine with me, post in PM if you prefer. I'll look forward to it.

No offence taken! I’m so wild, I’m in bed reading before it’s dark out!
It can be so hard to find the right antidepressants. My son had a new one added to his base one a while ago and it gave him some suicidal behaviours. Luckily he has a patient and understanding wife. It is frightening though. I find that my meds keep me on a fairly even keel. Without them I get into behaviours i regret. I still have ups and downs but not extremes. I’ve only seriously planned my end twice in the last thirty or so years.

I saw your posting about tarot cards and runes. I used to read both, but turned away when some of the less positive things came true. Now I just wait and see what life brings!

Before you read it please be aware that I don't know how accurate I am, I've only done this for about 40 or so people and began learning 5 years ago. Alright, so, here is the reading I have for you.

In terms of your relationship there's a need for a balanced mind to come to a decision that's fair for everyone. Emotions have to be put on the backburner for now and pure logic will bring the answer. The good news is despite things not going as expected in your relationship you will be enjoying yourself in some ways, you still know how to smile and laugh, and have a good time.

At home you've had a victory but at great cost. Having seen recent posts I would guess this relates partly to your garden. Take time to rest and recuperate from pressures at home. In the future you will be keeping the maintenance of your home well, you're protective of what you have, but there is a certain resistance to change, for now. And some kind of change in the home would benefit you, perhaps relating to some aspect of how you live and manage day to day things.

Careerwise you're a warm and cheerful woman who can offer good advice to others, you've abandoned one path and will be seeking another. In your past hard work has paid off and in the future there will be success, happiness and good health related to your career or way of life. A new cycle is coming, so things will be quite different from before.

There will be a degree of fear for you in the near future, see the situation clearly to be freed from it. Do whatever research or fact finding you need to. Someone younger than you who is reliable is going to be in the picture somehow. You have a choice to make regarding them, and the reading foresees an important union, balance in this relationship and if this person is someone you already know, reconciliation.

The reading says you want to nurture others to their full potential. In the short term future I see you somehow being addicted to something - not necessarily in a big way but there is something there that is an old habit that hasn't gone away. It could be comfort eating, alcohol or any number of things. A little bit of what you want does you good, too much will make you too placed in the material world. Try to just indulge a little bit, every so often, because it's impossible to contain ourselves completely, or else we will bottle up till we explode, but also try to not overdo it, whatever it is.

In the further future you'll be seeking advice from a wise trusted source, or alternatively you will be that source of advice, or both. The reading seems to indicate you like or are accustomed to traditional values, which is fine, as long as you don't feel compelled to conform to them and you actually agree with them.

There's one last hitch in the plan before success is had for you. Change will be for the better. You're idealistic and genuinely want to make a difference.

The reading also says you have strong female intuition and untapped potential.

I know nothing about runes Fifasy however I do know something about report writing and you have excellent skills in writing well paced, orderly and concise reports with a lovely command of language and phrase. It is not such a common talent as many suppose.

Well, thank you very much! I would have liked to know what cards (or runes?) yielded each observation, but don't feel you have to provide that information now. If this was tarot, what spread did you use?

How did you feel when making up this report? Did you have an enjoyable evening/night? But as I write this it is already daylight where you are, I think. Anyway, I hope you enjoyed yourself.

A doubt in my mind says none of the doctors I see like me, that they'd rather I didn't speak to them. Another fear I have is medication (I started Paroxetine a week ago) might not be enough for me. Not that I'm disregarding your advice, I will see the doctor.

My interests, I watch lots of drama and comedy films on Amazon Prime. I go for a walk every day. I like the cinema, wildlife spotting in small doses.

I read the news a lot. Different interests rotate too and I research them on google and find lots out about them.

I appreciate that, thank you. Perhaps I will find some way of making use of that.

For this reading I used tarot cards. I can't remember the name of the spread but there's an image of it here. This isn't your particular one, though, it's just the same kind.



I use two tarot decks though, and add another seven cards from a second deck to the right of what appears in the image.

I really enjoyed doing the report for you. It cheered me up. I can't remember the cards now except three that appeared twice were The High Priestess, The Hierophant and Justice.

Oh, I'm so glad to hear that!

Maybe this is an activity you should do more of. It makes you feel good, it's social but at a remove so that you don't feel interpersonal stress, and it stimulates your brain. I felt like you combined what the cards suggested and what you know about me personally to create a meaningful and sensitive reading.

I just wouldn't offer one to a doctor or social worker ... unless they requested it.

This is a really interesting hobby. Something to be proud of.