fire bird it sounds like to me you are experiencing supersensitivity/rebound psychosis where the nueroleptics render you more long term suspeciptle for psychosis. THis happened to me. Listen, very carefully, you have to go to a qualified naturopathic doctor who is also qualified with traditional chinese medicine and homeopathy they can really help you. One helped me. HE or she can start healing your brain for real as opposed to supressing it with drugs, they can give you suppressorotory nuerotransmitters and amino acids wich will quiet your brain down and take care of any nutrient defieciencies, allergies, hormonol problems, and toxicities wich you may happen to have.