...Once again , Ye Mods , I have pushed the wrong button and pushed " New Topic " when i meant " Reply " .
There is NO WAY I can type this again ! !! !! !! !! And , I , REALLY , do not know " how to transfer it " or what not , I am homeless andmyI computer skills have remained at a - Uh , " not bad for 1999 "?
- level .
Could this be added onto the " ASS-P thread that auntblabby started ? Please .
That is , if I did not spell that out clearly enuff , where 'twas meant to be
[Mod. edit: now moved to the correct thread]
...As far as my dream of going back to college.........Well , as far as my records being lost (And , they REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY are
) , someone recently suggested that a Junior College somewhere would be (building upon someone else's suggestions that " They want your business , so they'd dig things up 4U ".) willing/able to find my records , without me " having to involve myself " aside from asking them to do it (and appearing able to pay , I guess)...Likewise , the general applying for " prove you're good enough at ' night school ' college so that you can go to ' REAL school ' , as is my lifetime's (attainable - I'm crying now here in the library next to someone else) desire - Well , I'd have to know where the grants/etc. are and have them be found for me . I can't imagine , on my SSD , essentially , account paying for such " introductory " college AT ALL (Perhaps a couple of " social/getting known " expenses could come form my money) , as it is I do think that , with any such operation , that it WAS NOT a total ripoff/" suck up your grant money " operation - Actually , the thought that someone might try to monkeywrench my attempts to go to college because he didn't want me to store up credits to go to " REAL school " , he wanted me to be " a working-class hero " exclusivley and ONLY go to JC , even , occurs to me...
The thing is , I DOUBT THAT I CAN TRY TO GO TO COLLEGE TILL I'M OUT OF CALIFORNIA ! !! !! !!
Now that I've spelled out this " dunning " problem , I think it's possible that the State government might try to go after me/deny me things , for one .
Also , it looks like there might be problems with
" setting up " the classes credits thing properly - And somehow ??????? - it appears that , in some f_ck_d-up way , I might be " only " able to apply credits gotten in California to schools in the state University of California (" A "-level) and California State University ( " B "-level) system - AND , I am quite aware that , both those systems , as good (& fairly cheap) as they once may have been , have been MASSIVELY going downhill in recent year sin quality , and massively uphill in tuition charges ! !! !! !! !! !!
I rather like the warm weather in San Jose , staying in - Colder ! !! !! !! !! - San Francisco reminded me of that and if I'm going to be - basically - homeless in any other area I arrive in , once I get there , it's no longer summer/-ish , when i thought I could somehow get to Washington State , or Maine , after I got of of jail then (BTW , I made attempts to get " help " from " PrROPER " social services agencies then - One didn't answer me at all another wouldn't offer anything til' I was out of jail and were not very encouraging ) .
But , getting back to college/JC classes , I had thought " I could NEVER really manage it til' I had a place and improved health of some sort " , but ~ MAYBE ? - I could go , if in a health-improved " nice " iomeless situation to a few classes and I'd be liked for being " homeless guy trying to improve himself " ?
" Loveable homeless dude " <" bounce " emoticon wanted> .
However , it is rather , more & more , that the jail concept may be the only thing that would allow me ~ Ironically so ! - enough treatment/idleness to have my foot get better ! !!
" Big dramatic once-weekly homeless health clinics " don't provide that , even if they can be accdessed
...
BTW , I think - with my very light (lotas freckles) skin - I may be putting myself in danger of skin cancer , as much sun as I've been getting
- just to lie down/" for warmth "/to sleep , not to sunbathe . I am homelss and only own one full set of clothesd , so... 