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I'm just so miserable.

I feel lonely.

Aaaaaah! I just want to scream! My roommate is driving me nuts! You can't contradict anything he says or does, even if he's wrong, and you're trying to be helpful. Yet if I do the slightest thing wrong, I never hear the end of it! Grrrrrr!

I have no tolerance for intolerance. I never, ever will. This is a fault of mine.

f**k everyone.

I actually will be pleased if I find out this piss planet of corrupt f*****g jerks is going to get blown up by an asteroid.

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f the f'n people who f up the world. Greedy self righteous stupid f's

ow.ow.ow.ow.ow.

Having my time wasted is the worst feeling in the world. I'd like to be more productive, and I'm taking steps to do that... so why aren't the people who get paid to help me taking the steps to help me? I'm paying them. And yet I get no pay back for it.

Also, I abhor unrealistic campiness. It's like trying to sit through 80's commercials.

i want to say im surprised. but im not. f**k this

Really hate myself right now.

Broke up with bf last night.
It was a long time coming, and my decision.
But it still sucks.
We had been together since July of last year, and known each other for two years before that.

i get left out of things a lot. i do not know if it is intentional or not and i wish people would say so. i suspect it is on purpose since i just talked to somebody and they said somebody else had told them that i would not be available to do something when i hadn't even talked to that other person and it wouldn't be the first time stuff like that has happened. it makes me feel useless and isolated and it kinda hurts, like a lot. maybe if they don't want me there i shouldn't go. maybe i am holding them back or i make them feel awkward. i am debating eating the packet of timtams i bought. it will make me want to throw up but it might make me feel better.

when I do talk to someone on the phone they immediately tell it all to someone else and then that person calls me. GAh It is so freaking annoying my whole body starts to shake I don't know why I ever answer the -----g telephone.

I'm always made to be in the wrong because my sister feels tense around me.
The thing is she always brings up stupid things from the past in front of other people and then she gets upset when I yell at her.
Does she think I liked it when she used to yell and scream at me over the years
I'm tense around her because I'm always worrying about what she would say about me in front of people .

easy to see where you're not wanted

i hate my ocd. i have to read everything i see even though i know there is no valueable information to it mostly. every damn ad and every meaningless tshirt and every freaking sign and every car plate and every post in every thread i come across and every article about anything i dont know and every cornflakes pack and every shower gel ingredients and every mail i get. i hate it. i wish i could afford locking myself in a room and read nothing but books and papers.