21 Feb 2012, 10:37 am
I hate this place, I don't want to live here. It's entirely crap and way too expensive. I mean, pick one or the other. Expensive and nice is understandble since it's high demand. But expensive and sh*tty?? Why ??? 
I want to go back home where the sun always shines and you can eat for $1 or 2 at a fastfood restaurant and the houses are < $100k and metal music thrives.
I'm so tired of this place where it always rains and you can't get anything less than $20 at a fastfood restaurant and the houses are > $250k and all the music is either pop or local folk and the people are ignorant as f*$k and think this place is the whole damn world. Trust me, it ain't.
I hope my husband gets anxiety meds soon and I hope they help him enough to make him at least a partially functioning human. I'm so tired...
21 Feb 2012, 10:55 am
21 Feb 2012, 11:03 am
21 Feb 2012, 1:34 pm
Why are people who don't know the basics of filing allowed to touch file drawers??? 
The file drawers at my office have things filed under T for "the", folders overflowing to the point where they are ripped and the papers are kind of just cascading out of them, drawers jammed so tight it is nearly impossible to get anything in or out, everything within each folder is in no kind of order at all, and the letter tabs that show you where each letter starts and ends were just layed across the tops of the hanging folders so of course were dropping all over the place as I paged through. It's an OCD nightmare. 
AND we recently recieved a brand new filing cabinet and it's currently being loaded from the top first! It is well known that you should always load from the bottom first or else the entire thing may tip over when you open the top, heavy drawer and there's nothing anchoring the bottom. Pretty sure there are warning labels inside of the drawers to this effect as well.
I fixed what I can but I don't have the time to organize all of it. I'm considering coming in on a weekend or something because I just can't stand it!! !! 
It's not just untidy it makes it diffucult for other people who need to find things in those drawers (like me) to do their jobs.
I just don't get why someone would keep shoving things in a file that was already overflowing or lightly rest the letter tabs on the dividers ... or any of it. Can someone explain this to me? Or are they just complete morons/lazy asses? I need to implement a Filing 101 class for the women at my work apparently.
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02 Mar 2012, 12:55 am
I started my life off with 3 cousins on my mother's side of the family, and 2 on my father's. From my father's side one went on to college when I was probably 8, and his sister had no interest in speaking to me. Now from the other side Donald died about 35 years ago, and Judee died of lung cancer last year. I was told today that Joel, the last one left, has cancer in almost his entire body.
Once Joel dies the only family I will have left will be my mother, who is 91, and my brother, Marc. I am positive that Marc is autistic, but he does not want to go for a diagnosis. It isn't even like he he has lots of friends, and could pass for a NT. No, not all. When the two of us were about 8 he complained to my mother about me. 
Her response to him was if he didn't like the way I treated him he shouldn't talk to me. He still doesn't. What an ass! And he makes these peculiar facial expressions when he speaks. Does he see other people doing that?
Even with the fact that the only person who has ever been interested in hearing from me is my mother. Unless you think I should include Judee who wanted to hear from me only if I were to call her. Talking to her on the phone was just very frustrating since she did all the talking in some pretentious sounding voice.
But even with knowing that my relatives were not interested in hearing from me I still felt good knowing that were still here. Should I have mentioned that my father, who probably was autistic, died one month before my 17th birthday?
I know I am ranting and raving right now. The reason for it is that I wanted to talk to someone right now, and I have no where else to go.
My BFF that I live with told me when he got back from work that my mother called him to let him know Joel's status in the hospital. After I couldn't get her on the phone, either one landline or cell, I decided to check his phone to see which telephone she used so that I would just call that number. Her number was not listed. So where did he get this information? Just to be sure he didn't mix up the dates I checked up to about a week ago. Not one call from my mother.
You see the reason I mentioned the BFF and the phone call is when I spoke to my mother she didn't mention anything about Joel dying within one month or sooner. It bothers me that it can seem as though he made up the whole story. Unless I didn't hear what my mother said when she called.
I hope I didn't run amok with this whole thing. I just needed to know that there is someone/people that I can talk to if I feel very bad or very lonely. Thanks people for being there for me. How about a virtual group hug? No! I said virtual! 
Candles15
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Joined: 30 May 2011
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 175
Location: United Kingdom
04 Mar 2012, 1:36 pm
