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I suck....I'm such a loser........every situation I touch turns to sh**! !! !

If I wanna dress in all men's clothes, I should be able to. I just won't wear the guy's pants.
Why do all the ladies clothes have to be dressy?

Why is sucks to be young:-

-Can't date older men, and men in their 20s and 30s don't do anything for me, for some strange reason I find myself attracted to men over 40

-Women ignore me in the street, they speak to my mum in the street if she doesn't know them but they never speak to me, and no it's not because ''you have Aspergers so you're probably giving off a vibe that gives an unfriendly/unsociable impression of yourself even if you're smiling and making proper eye contact'', it's because I'm young, nobody says hello to other youngsters who I'm with even if they're NTs, so it must just be because I'm young. But it's not fair because I spend more time with older people so I get ignored when people walk by and don't say hello to me. I think that's being unfair really.

God, I HATE being young!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

All because I wear dark eye makeup doesn't mean I'm in a bad mood. If anything it means I'm in a good mood because I'm not faking to please all of you.

Also quit comparing the things I did in the past to now, unless it's and emotional improvment.

Oh and you're saying it's "absolutley wild I play Mortal Kombat" because I'm a girl and I'm gentle is f*****g stupid. There are plenty of girls who play Call of Duty and Mortal Kombat and other male oriented games.

By the way, I still can't stand little kids and babies. I will socialize with middle schoolers.

The bottom line is, I'm a MallGoth. I was all of this time. My faking is wearing off. Get over it pretty please with a cherry on top(actually no, I hate cherry and other cherry flavored foods.)

I love when Dr.s leave things out, it would have been nice to know. At lest I would have expected depression or knew why.

Communication frustrates me

Thank you mom for criticizing me for sleeping during the day. You know I have have a sleep disorder. You I don't sleep at night. And you know I haven't been feeling well. It's worse than you know, but you criticize me for being ill too so I don't bother to tell u anymore. Thanks for waking me up when I was sleeping and thanks for criticizing me for eating.

I look forward to you criticizing me for breathing. You have demonized every other thing I do, so I know that is next.

Love how I get stepped on for not taking care of a problem at work that I had no knowledge of. Now all of my bosses know and think that I'm irresponsble.

How wonderful that a kid half my age and does a barely-passable job gets promoted while I get ignored. All he does is show up extra early every day and socializes with everyone... but because he's Mister Social, part of the "smokers circle" and most people like him, he plays dressup for a day and gets promoted to supervisor, despite being worthless at the actual job. Now he's supposed to tell others how to fix problems despite not knowing how.

There is no justice in the world... everything goes to the dumbasses with extreme social skills (promoting their friends) and the skilled get ignored while they get the real work done.

Nothing like encountering so many barely-capable idiots who earn twice my salary.

There is no justice.


...and my evil ex-wife whose family ABUSE my children phyically and mentally gets the kids exclusively just for being a woman, but as a man, I don't get a free lawyer and get totally screwed. The kids too.

No justice. [sigh]

I feel really ill with food poisoning.

People who don't know how to make playlists on YouTube. Seriously, it's not that difficult.
If I want to listen to a symphony, here's how I prefer it:

1st movement
2nd movement
3rd movement
4th movement

And here is how I don't prefer it:

2nd movement
3rd movement
A piece by a different composer, in a different century
1st movement
4th movement, part I
An episode of Play-School
1st movement again for some reason

IRL dealing with strangers never goes right & is too much for me & NT people can tell I am easy to trick.

Do you get really agitated when it is getting way past 11 o'clock at night and someone is still at your house, even if they are not here to see you in particular, just come to chat with your dad or husband or roommate or whoever else you live with? I know I do. I like to be in bed by 11, I don't like going to bed much later than that, since I can't just get into bed and close my eyes straight away, I have to wind down first by reading a book or watching a DVD, and night time is the best time for me to relax and to that because most of the time is it peaceful. But when somebody's still here, yapping away in the living-room, and it's getting on for half past 11, I start getting stressed. I can't concentrate on the film properly, and I'm on edge because usually when people are about to go they yap in the kitchen by the back door for ages and I hear them which is so distracting, also they leave all the doors open so I can hear a TV rorting, and also the kettle is roaring again for some reason (people just can't stop drinking tea in my house), and it just drives me mad.

I AM SICK OF BEING TREATED SUBHUMAN! I sleep during the day. Big freakin whoop. Waking me up when u think I should be awake only makes me have to live on half the amout of sleep I need. I am not going to start going to sleep earlier because of it. My body doesn't work that way. If I was capable of adjusting to a normal pattern I would have. I DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL BECAUSE OF IT, I AM NOT GOING TO MAGICALLY ADJUST BECAUSE U WANT ME TO GET UP ON A SATURDAY!