Well, I haven't figured it out yet, Unknown, but I feel an overwhelming sense of peace and comfort when I see your nick and icon. Like another good person over there on the sea of mystery adding to my not alone-ness.
If you failed you would leave a vacant vortex gap in the fabric of the groups cohesive, magical but very real-unseen union.
Think of unicorns and dragons-so different from the world of men, so rare, so utterly astonishing. We are those creatures and can suffer no more losses.
15 was very hard. The fact that the world was not as it was portrayed was beginning to be apparent. I went through alot of these phases of the world portraying itself as other than it was-being the b***h that it was and not offering me an explaination. It didn't make any sense. I was very unhappy. If it would just tell me I would find a place for it in my head. It never totally did, well maybe now, mostly-but, I did see enough of it's groupings of non correct portrayals to understand a little better where I could fit in.
I hope you do too-or at least hang on long enough to see a large bit more.
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"I'm sorry Katya, my dear, but where we come from, your what's known as a pet; a not quite human novelty. It's why we brought you.... It's nothing to be ashamed of, my dear, but here you are and here you'll sit."