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Please don't be rash and please don't rush. I know how sh***y it can, hell I know that I have been thorugh the pretty rough stuff myself.

Take a deep breath and think about what you want to change, you said that you want to get away from drinking and drugs, you can get treatment... it works.
I am also soooo sorry about your nephew, I know how it is to lose good friends, I lost one to leukemia, he was only 13.


Please post to let us know how you are. Ending yourself doesn't fix anything.

You're not a mistake. You're a good person that is going through a bad time. I understand that because I've gone through periods before where I didn't want to live. I know it seems hopeless now but trust me -- it isn't. Things can -- and WILL -- get better. Things got much better for me. It will happen for you too.



I respect people that are sensitive.



Crying is NOT a weakness. Crying is what all of us do when we are pushed beyond the limits of what we can tolerate.

MS, if someone in your life is telling you that there is something wrong with you, that crying is a weakness, etc, then THEY are the ones with the problem -- not you. When it comes to emotional abuse, it's not the victim that is messed up. It's the abuser. If someone is doing that to you, is there a way to get away from him or her? I've seen enough of your posts to know that you are NOT stupid. I can see that you are intelligent from the things that you write. Please don't let someone else make you give up on your own potential.

Please don't give up on your life.

(((big hugs)))

You touch so many of our lives with your posts and we all think so well of you.

Drugs and drink are hard and we are so vulnerable to their pull. Aspergers makes us feel like we dont belong but we belong to this world, even if we cant get on with family or friends.

I know how you feel as I feel this pain aswell, but I want you to hold on please. please.

((more hugs))

i don't know if this will be any help at all, but i would like to share something in the hopes that it might.....4 years ago just before christmas while i was away at school, my cousin (she was 20) was killed in a car accident. the family was devastated. she was my uncle's eldest daughter, and the brightest, happiest and kindest person you could ever hope to meet. she was one of those sorts of people whom everyone warmed to when they met her--it was impossible not to. she was a wonderful person. my uncle and his family live way out west in calgary, and because i was at university and writing exams (and was completely broke) i couldn't go to the funeral and be with the family. i was also severely depressed at the time. that christmas was hard, for all of us.

even though the time since we lost her has been very difficult for each of us, it has also brought us together as a family. i hadn't actually physically laid eyes on my cousin since we were kids, b/c i never had the money to travel out there, and they never were able to come here. since she passed away, we have all realised how important the time is that we do have together, and everyone has made more of an effort to spend time with each other, and to say the things that matter. my uncle's family has been able to come east twice now b/c we all pitched in together, and we are all closer than we have been in a long time. i know that would make raelyn very happy--her family was the most important thing to her.

anyway, i know the deep pain you are in right now, and i have thought the same sorts of things about why not me? she was so much happier and full of life than i was, why can't i trade with her? and how unfair it is for someone so precious to die so young....it is a tragedy that there is no reason for. all i can say is please don't give up.....think of your nephew and what he would have wanted for you, for your life--i'm sure he would want you to hang on, and to keep trying, b/c when things are this bad....they can only go up from here. as long as you have those that care for you (and i have seen already so many here on this site who obviously do because of how positively you effect people) you have a reason to keep putting one foot in front of the other.

take care of yourself the best you can. remember he would want that for you. keep that spirit of love and innocence that is in every child's heart, keep that with you as a testament to him and his life, and let it keep those things alive in your own heart.

I am worried sick about her, I have been though the death of 2 aunts my cousin and a friend in the past year, and felt in the same predicament, I have always looked up to misconstrue, she is such an asset to WP, I always love to read her posts and love her dry sense of humor.

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE be alright! I don't want you to dead, you're such a wonderful person. You have impacted so many people's lives, including mine. I know it's so tempting, and you just want to get away. I understand that feeling, though not for the same reasons. Please don't give in, please?