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Dear Neighbor,

Your sad little puppy won't stop whining. It's getting progressively harder to ignore. Either take it in or send it away.

Respectfully,

Your Neighbors

Dear You,

I would call you an "Aholehole", but that would be an insult to an entire species of Hawaiian flagtail fish native to the central Pacific.

Me

Dear You ,

Why don't you just f**k off already. If you have been banned just suck it up and move the f**k on you sick f*****g f**k. If you have not been banned just be honest with people.

You'd be toast if I was a mod.

Me

Dear "You",

Thx for making me feel happy these last couple of months. Your my world and I love you both more than words can say. i wish i could be the man you want and need, but i can't. Ill always be autistic and i can never escape or change that

"Me"

Dear you

I don't know if you find me really annoying or it's just my anxiety kicking my arse.
Can't really gauge these things.
If I'm pissing you off please let me know.

R

Dear You,

The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.

Me

For Sweet CDW

gabba gabba gabba gabba gabba HEYYYYYYY!
I still miss you, my girl!



Best friends forever. Yes, I'm still 14.

ARANFILYπ

dear c,

i wasn't there for you, was i?

Dear Childhood,

I miss you. Please come back.

Me

Dear You,

38 years ago today John Lennon was killed, and 38 years ago this week you killed me too.

You were hosting a baby shower in our home when you announced to a roomful of fancy women with their fancy teacups that I was "as useless as tits on a bull", presumably because I didn't meet your exacting standards of narcissism, hypocrisy or pride. The women were shocked by your words and their mouths hung agape, but their silence was deafening to me. I can still hear it. I could have heard a pin drop but not one of your perfect friends came to my defence, nor did you feel ashamed or apologise for this coldhearted destruction of a vulnerable 12 year old girl with autism. In fact, despite me running from the room and collapsing in hysteria which was compounded by the loss of John Lennon, you said nothing to comfort me. You taught me to fear you, to fear women, and to avoid social situations at all costs. You taught me to fear words and to become mute. These fears ruined my life. I have to take responsibility for not overcoming that trauma but you need to be responsible as well. When I tried to discuss this with you as an adult you claimed it didn't happen. You continue to insult me within the family and now within my community to neighbours, strangers and even my pets' veterinarian.

I don't have the skills to deal with my emotions, and this has ruined the best relationships of my life.

Thanks so much for showing your true colours and Happy Anniversary, even though you don't recall a thing.

Me

Well... I'm disappointed. Thanks for nothing. Note to self don't get hopes up again. Seems that no one is worth it.

Seriously contemplating getting a dog.

Dear mom,

I know you had a frustrating day trying to get ahold of the right people in order to get a refill on one of my meds, but seriously, it was not okay for you to suggest that you think the reason my dog has an ear infection is because I neglect his care to the point t it could be considered abuse and he might be taken away from me. The reason he has an ear infection is because he's a poodle and therefore quite prone to them - I could clean his ears five times every day, and it would still probably happen occasionally. You know that when we first got him, we were told that he's particularly prone to ear infections even for a poodle, and you also know that I do a plenty good job of blaming myself for everything without you doing it, too (but then again, how did I get the idea in the first place that everything must somehow be my fault? From constantly being told so/having it assumed that it was as a kid. Why should I expect things to be any different now?). You also know that I deeply love my dog, and nothing could ever make me even consider abusing any animal. This is the person who catches wasps in a container to let them go outside, moves worms off of the sidewalk so they don't dry out, and thinks it's adorable when ants clean themselves, for goodness' sake - how could you think it's even remotely possible that I'm abusing my dog?! I take better care of him than I do of myself! And just so you know, I was doing pretty well with not having very strong urges to make myself bleed for the past few weeks, but what you said was enough to bring that back full force - so thanks for that.

Haven't heard from you for a while. I know you have a tendency to disappear for lengths of time. But still I hope you are alright.

Dear World,
Yes I know that dads are supposed to be parental figures just like mums.
Mine isn't. Mine can't be either. It's his mental illness and I suspect his mental age is low. He's been like a little brother to me since I was about twelve.
I'm trying to be friends with him in spite of this but stop imagining that he's got good advice and is advising me well. All he wants me to do is lie in bed or on the sofa and watch TV all day long like he does.
Also quit judging me because I don't work for money. I can afford not to and I'm on benefit and it caused me a mental breakdown last time I tried the conventional lifestyle.
Me

Dear Dad,
I agree that you don't have to go out and get a job to be worthwhile. In fact, I'm glad you do anything. I'm proud of you for still being here. But please, occasionally do something other than church, radio and TV. Just call up a friend from church and play checkers or something.
Also, yes. My art and writing are 'worth it'. I like to be productive and I feel the need to write and draw and create. Actually I wish you'd get back into your painting again.
Me