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Dear large number of people...

You're a pack of passholes

Me.

I dont think I'll ever understand what you did.

We were apart for 1 day and you changed your mind. Did someone say something to you that you're not telling me? Why were you so happy and then 1 day later, dark and sullen?

What happened? I don't understand...

I'm sick of being misunderstood.

I guess everyone is just as defensive as each other.

That's not what I meant.

Never mind.

I had a dream about you. You said that you asked some else out and she said no.

A dull dream. But I woke up feeling sad.

I miss you. But I can't let you hurt me again.

I feel like a light has gone out in my life.

Why wasn't I good enough?

Dear you and your mindless drones

Im still here, still standing, you tried and failed, I'm sure you will try again but next time I will be ready for you.
I know now that it was you s**t stirring last year... I had my suspicions but your not so subtle dramatics a few months ago confirmed it.

I hung you out to dry lady at the first suitable opportunity said enough but not too much, hope you have fun with your comeuppance!

Did you think I would lie down and let you take this from me? Lol. Im sure you won't underestimate me again, but it is worth noting that we could have had an understanding, but you chose this route.

Good luck, you need it.
Me

Oh man. I keep dreaming about you. It's awful. Woke up from another dream. You were off having fun with friends I've never met and I could see you in the distance through the window. I was doing housework.

I don't know how you could do this to me.

I can't stop crying.

Dear Tom Selleck,

Please stop telling people reverse mortgages are a good idea you lying sack.

Sincerely,
Me

I'm so lonely. I don't know what to do. I spent time with friends today, but coming back to this empty house is hard.

Dragging myself through the long lonely week is hard. I hate my job. They moved me to a new office away from my friends. It's not the same in the new office. It's more corporate and cold.

I'm so tired.

I still can't believe you just shut me out.

Dear the heartbroken me,

The painful emotions are the best ingredient for hopes and wishes. The stronger, the better.
Let it come... This pain will tune you into the best situations and opportunities ahead, like most emotions should be. It's the perfect time now -- with the days long trip and all. Just pay attention and do not miss it.
Miss the whole thing or screw it up, and you'll 'waste' your wish. You cannot just wait for another to point it out until when it's gone. So think! And act while at it. Because it may not happen again anytime soon.


Your closest thing for a "higher self" proxy.

P.S. -- Don't clung on it. It hurts. This isn't like anger or frustration like you're used to. This isn't a flaring burn, it's a sharp sting.
Even if you're not crying right now. I mean it. It's not good for the heart to feel these sharp stings for too long. And annoying as it is to mind because of the sinuses not cooperating well, breathe damnit.

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Dear cats,

can you please stop acting shocked every time you cross paths? You both live in the same house, you should know this by now; it's been years! lol

I I feel less angry now.

I hope that you are ok. I genuinely mean that.

I've had a lot of support from friends. Ive landed on my feet.

Who is looking after you?

I wish you could have trusted me enough to fully explain what's being going on with you lately. I'm worried about you... not excessively... but there's something amiss.

Take care. Maybe we'll be friends again some day.

Dear "You"
It's Okay

I've been so stressed tgat my hair is falling out.

Thanks for that mate.

I hate pretending like everything is ok. Like I'm not really hurting inside. I hate how you offered me some hope, but it was false and I'm stuck in this place I thought I had finally left.

I don't understand what changed. I don't understand and it hurts so much.

I miss the way you used to look at me. I miss the happiness in your eyes.

Dear You,

I choose You. Because no one else seem to be brave enough to take it. So I just chose, and gave.
Don't freak out by any possible changes by the way. Just don't. Please? Seriously.

My only advice here is that you're the one steering your life's direction so to speak. You already knew you're an adult, and even if your years seems uncertain there's still a lot of ways to go to other whatever you're dwelling about.
So yeah, I suggest steer to another direction of focus instead of lingering.

And I'll be just on my way, stranger. You won't hear from me much towards you, that I can assure you.


"Ako".

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