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Dear Hurtloam. You are welcome!

Dear Youniverse,

Please stop being so cruel. Enough already. Please have a heart and some compassion for the beautiful souls.

Thank you in advance,
Isabella

I'm so sorry. I have no words for how sorry I am. I was only thinking about how I felt. I couldn't see the bigger picture.

I wish I could take back what I said to you. I wish I had been able to be more supportive.

To me
It is hard to believe it at those low moments, but all things change.
Funnily enough I remember this bittersweet reality at high points and I'm able to be in the moment.
Just want to make note of this for another time, good times and bad times pass.
Me

Dear you,

I'm sorry I was rude to you over the phone, but I couldn't believe someone working for that kind of charity would come up with such an incredibly stupid suggestion while trying to fob me off.

Me.

Dear Yo Sushi,

I thought as a person with an egg allergy, that when I saw your email with your store sauces to buy in bottles, I thought they would include your egg free mayonnaise. You could have used the same recipe as in store rather than using f***ing eggs. You have no idea how disappointed I am. You really got my hopes up you b*****ds.

smudge.

Dear me. Well done me for handling today. You did so well. Thank me very much.

Dear You,

Enjoy your vacation!

I know we will...

Me

Dear you

You seem happy pushing people with mental health issues to their breaking point.

I will never understand this behaviour

Me

Dear Both of You,
I don't think you have any clue how inappropriate you were.

So much for benevolence.

Me

Dear You

Nice try in trying to cover your tracks , but I'm not buying it , you have a track record that speaks for itself.

Me

Also, Dear Puppets

Please stop sending me PM.

Me

Dear someone on another site (not WP, he's not going to read this),

Quit talking to him like you're his better. Nobody is better than anyone on here and if they were, you'd be the one lacing his boots for him. We've managed to build up a weirdly cordial atmosphere (see I can use big words too) on here and a few of youse are ruining it over the last week or so. The way your pal spoke to me was absolutely disgusting, he was the disgusting one not me and mud sticks. He also went around calling everyone genuinely sectarian insults. Youse are impossible to deal with when youse have anything to be arrogant about.

But yeah I get it you can't be held responsible for what your pal does so back to you. What the hell are you doing talking to him like that? What makes you better than him? My pal specifically chose to be nice. So you repaid him by being patronising. Power trip. Youse are obsessed with power trips. Brought up on arrogance and I've seen that sort of upbringing with my own eyes, passed on father to son 'we're better'.

We're the ones who are keeping this ridiculous system afloat for the whole country and I don't normally bring that up but if the atmosphere on here keeps going downhill then I will. OK not tonight, weirdly this week has been successful all round but for years and years it's been our job as the, oh I don't know, actual superiors in terms of talent...

Y'know there are two ways of dealing with these power trips, one way is like he did just then (I don't think he does it all the time, he just chose to not react like I sometimes choose to not react, I'm just in that mood tonight) but the other is like I will if anyone dares treat me as anything other than a friend or a worthy opponent and that is to rebel against it.

It's just been one week of this sort of arrogant behaviour, I've not noticed it before and youse have always got the chance to stop it.

Your choice then.

Someone you're never going to read saying this, I just needed to vent.

Dear you

I can't bear the silence
Please haunt me

To The Sempiternal,







There is not room for Death
Nor atom that his might could render void
Thou -- thou art Being and Breath
And what thou art may never be destroyed.

Dear You,

I hope you remember what I told you and I hope you believed it and I hope you can accept it even if you cannot understand it. I don't understand you. At all. But I have no choice but to accept you. Life has arranged itself in such a way. I hear you laugh and conspire and confide into the person I used to hear you say such negative things about. I expect now I am the person who is the target of all your vitriol, but strangely, I would much rather be ostracised than listen to all the toxic negativity that you have no compunction in offloading on those who are stupid enough to care for your broken and messed up person.

Thank you. Thank you for your generosity and for whatever compulsion is responsible for you tolerating me. Because I know I am intolerable. I don't pretend. I told you before it all happened and you insisted it would be fine and it isn't because I am me, broken in my own many ways and unable to fix myself. I don't understand how you can talk so much. Why do you not get tired? Where does your energy come from?How can I get some of it? For the love of all that is holy, please tell me because I am here, avoiding you because I am too tired to speak and I know you interpret my silence, anyone's silence, as some sort of pointed attack on your very person. It's not about you. Pretty much nothing is about you, which you suspect deep down and which is possibly why you constantly need to be experiencing some sort of drama. I notice patterns you know. And you outright lying isn't going to make me think that what I saw and heard didn't happen. I know it did. I am just not going to bring it up because it doesn't really fix anything.


I am tired. So tired. I just have to remember this quote, and keep reciting it to myself, as you try to drag me closer and closer to the edge of that black hole: